Please Dont Go

Chapter 19.

It's been almost a month since her talk with Cana. Three weeks. He had declined the offer of meeting up and talking. Why? Because he said he was scared. He didn't known if he to start over. He was scared of breaking down in front of her. To come off as a child.

Cana had told her that he loved Erza. That he couldn't stand starting over. That everyone else believed that Erza had loved him back at some point. She felt bad.
It must be hard on him.
She felt part of this was wrong. If she really had loved him, why did this happen? Why did her memory have to erase at that point in time? Well.
Nothing is going to continue if they didn't talk.

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Another month had passed.
It had been quiet at the Guild nowadays.

Natsu and Lucy went on frequent missions.
Levy stayed home often. Which was odd, because she usually didn't do that. She wondered what she was up to.
Mira worked her usual hours.
Laxus stayed upstairs.
Gray had plans to meet with family, while Juvia followed, insisting on being called his wife.
And.. Jellal? He usually would tend to stay in his room at the guild.

She couldn't take waiting anymore, at this point. She needed to see his insight on everything. What all happened while on that mission.

She took a seat at the bar, across from Mira.

"Hello Erza." She spoke in a almost bored tone.

"Hello." She ordered a glass of water.

Her head had also been hurting more frequently. Every now and then it would start pounding. She still had no idea why. Medicine wasn't helping either. She had spoken to multiple doctors and they all didn't know.
She would have to put up with it.

"Something on your mind, Erza?"

Erza jumped at the cheerful voice, due to being deep in thought.

"Oh, yeah. I want to know about more of what happened on that mission. When I lost my memory. I want to know about Jellal."

"He's really sensitive about that topic.." Mira sighed.

"I had Cana ask if he would speak with me but he did not agree to it."

"Maybe if you ask he will. I reckon she told you he has... deep... feelings for you."

"She told me." I finished my water and handed her my glass.

She took it and put it in the sink, "You could go see him. He's in his room like usual."

I glanced up towards the balcony, "I suppose."

"Go for it. There won't be too many bad outcomes if anything. I'm sure."

She took a breathe and stood up, "I will. Thank you Mira." And she walked up and towards the stairs.

Mira smiled as she finished cleaning.

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Erza had made her way to the top but had a odd feeling about standing in front of this man's door. Would he be angry? Upset? She didn't know. She didn't want to be pestering him.

She took a deep breathe and pulled her hand Into a fist. And knocked.

She waited a few minutes. No response. She knocked again, only slightly harder. She the heard foot steps from inside. She held her breathe as the door opened.

"Yes? What is i-" Jellal had started to speak, but got cut off after he realized who was standing before him.

"Hello." She stood straight and still.
She noticed his looks. His hair was messy and he had dark bags under his eyes. Had he not been sleeping? He stood in only sweat pants and a basic black t-shirt.