Life or Death.

Chapter Six

    I stood there frozen for a while after Ryan left the bathroom..He ran the shower water for me, and brought be a towel and some clothes then left. I haven't left this spot since. I just stand and stare letting the tears fall. I slowly sunk down to the floor and hugged my knees. My dad's going to freak when he wakes. I felt a whimper escape my lips. I'm going to die. This is the end for me. I die because of a stupid game. Tears came in groups now, soaking my jeans. Ryan walked in and got down on the floor when he saw me and pulled me into his lap. He started rocking us, and he was saying something. I was just so far away. I don't want to die. I don't want to be raped. I don't want scars. But most of all I don't want Bella to take my place. I started to shake violently when I could finally hear Ryan's voice yelling at me to come back. "BAY!" He held me tightly in his arms. "Come back to me Bay I'm not losing you now." He whispered and kissed my head. "Ryan." I sobbed the words coming out weak and broken. "I'm here. Your safe. It's okay." He held me tightly. That's when I noticed the blood. "W-w-what happened?" I shivered. "Your bleeding.." He brushed his fingers a long my cheek and my neck. "You must have blacked out." He held me lighter. "I came in and he was leaving with a bloody knife and your face and neck was cut." I felt Ryan tense up as he put something over my neck. "Its a small one on your neck." He got up and switched the shower to a bath. "I'm going to wash you Bay." He said looking embarrassed. "No, I can do it.." I got up and took my shirt off. I saw Ryan trying to not look. "You can go.." I stuttered. He nodded and left then I finished taking off my clothes and got in the bath. You can easily die. Just swallow some water. Drown. Do it. I started thinking to myself. Bella. I thought and quickly cleaned off and got out. I slipped in the clothes set out for me. My cute little bunny pajamas. I slipped into my room and climbed into my bed. If you can't live for you do it for Bella and Ryan. They need you. Don't leave them. You love them. I started to cry. My heart breaking into a thousand pieces for Bella. "What have I done?" I said aloud. "Nothing baby. Nothing at all." I felt Ryan slip in bed behind me and wrap his arms around me. "You don't deserve this. Your so amazing." He kissed my neck and held me all night while I sobbed.

Bella's P.O.V.

  "Bay!" I screamed and screamed. "Bay!" I screamed as loud as I could. He was dragging her off again. He dragged her out of the room and she bit his hand. I saw the blow before it came. He bashed her head and she fell limp. The last thing she said was run. Run and never come back. I just couldn't leave her. Not like this. I cried. "Bay...." I sobbed. "Your sister's going to like this, Daddy's going to show her he loves her." He grinned and laughed his evil laugh. I screamed seeing him dragged her out. I thought she died right then and there. She came back in an hour later. All I heard were her screams and pleas for him to stop. Her eyes were bloodshot and her face was so red it was almost purple. I looked at her and noticed the bruises and cuts she bared. Her clothes ripped and shredded stained with her blood. She looked at me with a look that said "Please don't look at me." She walked out of the room and I heard the bath water run. I cried for hours. Never having seen her that bad. But it only got worse.

I woke up to Nate shaking me. "Bella Bella its just a dream." He held me when he saw my eyes shoot open. "I've got you." He cooed. I sobbed. Please let Bay be okay. Please. Please. Please. I need her.

Till next time lovies. Dedication @jay_das_me.