Life or Death.

Chapter Three

  I stayed in Ryan's room till Lily called us for dinner even then Ryan had to drag me out. When I sat down Ryan made me a plate but I just couldn't eat. "Excuse me." I got up and left. "Bay wait." Ryan got up and followed me to his room. I sat in a corner and cried. He shut the door and came over. "Baby I love you... Don't cry, your safe here." He wrapped his arms around me and held me while I sobbed. "Baby its okay..." He kissed my temple. "Ryan.." I choked out the words. "I'm here baby, I've got you.." he held me tightly. "Ryan.." I sobbed. "Yes baby.." his lips brushed against my ear. "I-I can't.." Ryan picked me up and carried me to bed and pulled the blankets over me and sat beside me. "Can't what?" He whispered rubbing my arm. "I can't go back..." I cried. "Then stay here.. with me." He kissed my cheek and I fell asleep. I woke up feeling around for him. "Ryan?" I shot up. "Ryan?" I was starting to panic. Lily walked in. "Hey.." she whispered. "He's in the shower he'll be out shortly." she came and sat beside me. Just then Ryan walked in and saw me awake and run to me and hugged me tight. "Bay..." he kissed me softly and held me there. "Bella and Nate are at school, you've been asleep for 20 hours..." he whispered and brushed my hair away. He kissed me again and picked me up. "Mom.." Lily got up and kissed my cheek then left. He held me in his lap on the floor saying something to me but I was far away from there. I was in darkness a heavy, sorrow filled darkness. I felt some one shake me. "Come back Bay.." Ryan sounded panicked and my eyes fluttered open. "Are you okay?" I muttered. "You keep zoning out..." Ryan held me. "Sorry.." I whispered. Bella walked in. "Your awake! I was so worried!" she squealed. Nate walked in after her and looked away. "Your stomachs infected." He said. I nodded. Ryan shot him a dirty look and Bella sniffled. "You need to go to the hospital." She said. I nodded still feeling 1000 miles away.

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Bella's P.O.V.

  Bay's been out since dinner. Nate and Lily went in there while Ryan was sleeping and she was out cold. Lily checked her stomach out and somehow they got infected. Bay's so worn out she's slept for hours and hours, I was scared but Ryan's there right by her the whole time. I just can't lose her. I love her she's all I've got. Ryan held her the whole time. It was so interesting. Watching them, he loves her. I wish she'd just marry him and we can all live with him and Lily. We'd be happy too. They are amazing together too.

Till the next time. Enjoy lovies.

Dedication @jay_das_me