The awesome book about me.

**I need to stop this...But i can't**

I told myself that I would get over my crush and fine a new one. I though it will be easy, but it isn't at all... IT'S HARD!!!! 😫😫😫

Everytime I try to stop thinking about him, my friends will suddenly talk about him or he will enter the room or appear out of nowhere. THE WORLD IS MAKING IT IMPOSSIBLE FOR ME TO MOVE ON!!!! ｢(＝＞o≦＝)ﾉ

The more I try to forget about him, the more I remember him and the more I fall for him. ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!! (;*'Д')ﾉ

I know I'm not supposed to because it will only make me and you even more confused about all this, but I want to tell you guys anyways...

WARNING: unexplainable feelings ahead...

This afternoon, during English time, some of my classmates has to perform a oration piece. I was assigned to perform next Wednesday so I don't really have anything to do at that time.

I decided to draw something because I was bored. Besides, the performances aren't starting yet anyways. I opened my sketch pad to a page where I drew a headshot anime drawing of info-chan (a character from a game called Yandere Simulator). There was still space for me to draw so I decided to draw in that page.

Senpai passed by my seat and saw my drawing. He was wearing something really nice at that time because he was one of the students who has to perform.

"Did you draw that?" He asked.

"Yeah." I said casually (but deep down I was screaming inside).

"Cool! It's really nice." He said and smiled.

I smiled back (I think) and said thanks. But deep down I was like...

OH MY GAD! SENPAI FINALLY NOTICED ME AND MY FREAKING DRAWINGS!!! AND HE LOOKS SO FREAKING CUTE I WANNA MARRY HIMMMMMMM!!!!!!!!! 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍  (' ▽｀).。ｏ♡

When it was time for him to perform, I died at his accent. I was sweating and fidgeting in my seat. I wanted him to stop because he's making me like him even more, and I don't want that. I was supposed to forget about my feelings for him. I don't want my life to be more messed up than it already is.  _:('□'」 ∠):_

More things happened after that. But I don't wanna talk about it. It isn't really important and I'm sleepy right now.

Sorry if I keep bugging you guys about my drama that should be my problem. Please don't think much about it. I believe everything will be alright after all this. I believe I will find a way for me to move on from Senpai. I don't really know... I'll let destiny decide. 😉

-The confused and messed up tomato girl 😜🍅😜🍅