The awesome book about me.

**The (bad) Explanation**

Guys...

Let's talk...

If you read the chapter that I uploaded yesterday (you can't look back at it now, I deleted it) you will have a hint of what we are going to talk about...

My name

My real name

I'm really bad at explaining things in English so expect this chapter to be confusing.

But still read it, ok? Who knows, you might actually get my explanation.

So um...

The reason why I don't like telling people my name is because the online me and the real life me of different...

You: "WHAT?!!!! I DONT GET IT!!!!!!"

What I mean is...when I'm online I feel like I'm a different person. I'm not *insert my real name*.

When I'm online I'm Sunrise/Victoria/Tori or whatever is your nickname for me.

But when I'm offline, I'm completely different.

I'm really shy and insecure and..... *sigh*

I feel like if I tell you who I am I'll lose my confidence that I have when I'm Sunrise. I'll lose my online self.  And I don't want that.

And if my classmates found out who I really am, I'll lose my freedom to do things I like.

Some People in school are really judgemental. They already treat me like I'm childish just because of the things I like. If they found out about my account, it'll just make things worse...

Some of them are following me already. (It's kinda my fault since I followed them first)

Now you're probably wondering. "Then why did you post that chapter in the first place"

Well... Some people are asking and sometimes I don't have the heart to say no.

...

By now you're probably totally confused and I'm sorry for that.

Now you guys know how bad I am at explaining.

I'm sorry for messing up...

I confused myself as well