I love you. • Noah Grossman (completed)

chapter 26.

Jazmin's pov
I was awakened by my alarm. I only got two hours of sleep. I spent most of the night listening to music, crying, and playing games. I sighed and grabbed my phone. I went on twitter and posted
#teamnosleep
I haven't posted anything on social media since New Years which was 3 days ago. The fans are already starting to get suspicious of me and Noah. I get up and head to the bathroom. I take a quick shower. I dry my body and put on a bra and underwear. I go to my closet and pick out a random sweatshirt and skinny jeans. I put them on and my converse. I don't put any makeup on my face because I don't care anymore. I look at the mirror and see the bags under my eyes. I shrug and put my hair into a messy bun. I grab my bag, keys, phone and leave. I don't bother eating because I know I'll just lose my appetite. This is the first work day of 2016. Damn time passes by quick. I pull up to the parking lot and park my car. I grab my bag and get out. I made my way to the lobby. Only the girls know about the whole situation unless they told everyone else. I opened the door and got in. I went to the elevator and pushed the number five. I checked the time and it was 8:40. 20 minutes early. Maybe I can stop by the squads office. Noah's always late so I can avoid him. The doors opened and I got out. I made my way towards their office. "Hey guys." I said looking down while entering. I looked up and the first person who I made eye contact with was Noah. "Welp never mind." I said turning around exiting. "Jazmin wait!" I heard Noah say. "Noah don't do this." I heard Olivia say. I started walking faster to the game room. I heard running behind me so I started running. I heard the squad calling for Noah which meant he was still running after me. Tears filled my eyes causing me to lose a little vision. I got to the game room and saw Wes standing up. I ran to him. "Well hi there- are you crying?" He asked. I ignored him and went behind his back. "Don't move." I tell him. "Jazmin please let me talk to you." I heard Noah say. I saw Mari get up in the corner of my eye. "Leave me alone." I say out of breath. "Noah don't make things worse come on." Courtney said. "No I want to talk to her." Noah said. "What is going on?" Wes said between us. I slid down behind Wes's legs. "I don't want to talk to you Noah." I said. "What is happening?" Shayne asked confused. "Noah just get out she obviously doesn't want to talk to you right now." Mari defended me. "Not until she talks to me." He demanded. "Hey man maybe it's the best that you should leave." Joven said. "No we need to talk." Noah argued.
That's it. I get up and move Wes out of the way. "I don't want to fucking talk to you. You fucking cheated on me Noah. Why the fuck would I want to hear your dumb excuses. I told you I don't want to hear them. So will you leave me the fuck alone." I said loudly. The whole room went quiet. The tension grew between me and Noah. Un-welcomed tears were coming out of my eyes. Everyone was just staring at me and Noah. I looked over at Noah and his eyes were red. He had bags under them. A tear came down his cheek but he quickly wiped it. He glanced at me but I quickly looked down at the ground. I rolled my eyes and dropped my bag. "I'll be in the bathroom." I mumbled and left the room. I immediately hear yelling. I feel bad but oh well he deserves it. "Jaz wait up!" Keith said. I turned around and saw Keith and Shayne jogging towards me. Keith opened his arms for a hug. I gladly accepted the offer and cried into his shoulder. "He's such a jerk." I sobbed. "I know. I know." He said soothing me. "I'm going to give him a piece of my mind." Shayne said holding his fist. I let go of the hug with Keith. "Please don't. They're already yelling at him. Wes is already mad and you do not want to see him when he gets mad. " I said wiping the tears off my face. "But I don't like you this. I like it better when you're jumping all around annoying us." Shayne said like a kid. I laughed. "She laughed!" Keith said giving Shayne a high five. I rolled my eyes playfully. "We're taking you out for lunch. Just us and you the girls are filming." Shayne said. "You guys don't have to." I said looking down. "But we want too. Now lets get going before we get yelled by someone. "I'll give you a piggyback ride. Get on." Shayne said. I giggled and got on his back. He ran to the room causing me to die of laughter. "That'll be $20." He said in an accent. "Sorry I'm broke." I said. He laughed and left. I entered the game room and everyone was back to normal. "Jazmin are you okay?" Wes asked me giving me a hug. "I feel a little better thanks to Keith and Shayne." I said. "Just know that we all gave him a piece of our mind." Flitz said. "Yeah we got your back girl." Lasercorn said. I smiled and sat next to Mari. "Are you sure you're okay?" Mari whispered. "Yeah I guess. I'm still trying to recover but I'll be fine." I said.
*lunch*
As I was doing some work, I got a text.
Keith: girl come down to the office. We're ready to go eat.
Me: Is Noah there?
Keith: No he's filming with the girls.
Me: alright I'll be there in 5.
I grab my backpack and put my phone in my back pocket. "I'm going out to lunch with Keith and Shayne. I'll be back." I said. "Okay. Be safe & bring me cookies." Wes said. I gave him a small smile and left. Today has been a stressful day. I fixed my bun as I got to their office. "You guys ready?" I said as I entered. They were both at there desks. "Yes now lets go im starving." Keith said. "He's been cranky." Shayne said. I giggled. "Where do you guys wanna eat?" Keith asked going in the elevator. "Ooh panera!" I said. "Ooh panera!" Shayne mocked me.i slapped his arm playfully.
As we got into Shaynes car, I sat in the front while Keith sat in the back. "Dibs on the aux cord!" I said. "God damn it." Keith said. I laughed and plugged it to my phone. I went to my music and pressed shuffle. X by 21 savage came on. "Ooo! It's lit!" Keith said while jumping in that back seat. "10 bad bitches in a mansion Wrist on Milly rock them diamonds on me dancin'!" Keith sang. "Ayyee!" I yelled. Shayne clearly didn't know the song but he pretended like he did. "Hold up, im just stuntin' on my ex-bitch hold up I'm just flexin' on my ex-bitch." I sang while dancing. "Aye get it Jaz!" Keith said while recording me. "Fuck a wedding ring I bought a necklace Diamonds got the flu, tryin' not to catch this
I left that hoe alone cause she was ratchet!" I sang to Keith's phone. "Alright children calm down." Shayne said turning down the music down. "You're just jealous cause you don't know the song." I said. "No it's because we're here already." He said pulling into a shopping center. "Oh." I said. "Jazmin you're lit." Keith said getting out of the car. "I know I am." I said pretending to brush my hair off my shoulder. We laughed and walked to Panera. We ordered our food and sat on a table. "So are you guys ready for winter games this Friday?" Shayne asked. "Hella excited." Keith said. "I'm so excited but nervous because of the whole Noah thing." I frowned. "Just ignore him. Although after the whole incident this morning, we found him crying alone in the bathroom on our way back to the office." Shayne said. "He was saying all these mean things to himself." Kieth said. "I've never seen him cry before." Shayne said. I just stayed quiet. I don't know what to do. Should I forgive him? Should I not? Ugh this is so stressful. "Order 56!" Someone called out. "I'll go get it." I said. I grabbed the tray and brought it back to the table.  We all ordered sandwiches. We ate and talked. One we finished we were walking back to the car. I looked around the shopping center and saw target. "LETS GO TO TARGET." I yelled. The boys turned and smiled. We started running towards the store. We entered the store out of breath. We got weird looks from people. "I've never ran so fast in my life." I said out of breath. "What are the girls filming?" I asked walking to the art section. "Right now they're filming seriously super stupid sleepover show with Noah and someone from smosh games." Shayne said. I nodded and saw Keith with silly string. "You guys know what I'm thinking?" Keith said holding up the silly string. Shayne and I looked at each other and smirked. We nodded and grabbed how many cans we can carry and ran to the register. We payed and ran back to the car. "I think we got more than 15 cans." I said getting into the car. "First we'll spray the girls show then smosh games." Shayne said. I nodded and started to take off the wrapper of the cans.  When we got there we went to the studio. I opened the door slowly. "Be quiet." Keith whispered. "That's what I'm trying to do. " I whispered back. I poked my head out and saw the girls, Noah, and Wes playing a card game. "Okay they're not looking come on." I whispered. I started to walk towards the set. Surprisingly no one behind the scenes has seen us yet. "On three, 1, 2, 3." Shayne counted down. On three we ran on set and started spraying everyone. I sprayed Olivia and Wes. Shayne sprayed Courtney and Keith sprayed Noah. "Holy shit!" Olivia said covering her face. "Hahahahaha!" I laughed. I turned around and started spraying Courtney. I felt a large pair of arms around my waist and arms like a trap. "I got her grab the cans!" Wes said. Olivia and Courtney grabbed the new cans that were in my pockets. I tried wiggling my self out. Wes picked my up. "I swear to god Wes if you drop me I'm telling Mari." I said. I looked over at Shayne and Keith and they were laughing. "Fuck you guys." I said. Wes dropped on a bean bag and the girls started to spray me. "Ahh!" I screamed. I covered my face. "Don't mess with our show. " Courtney said. I laughed and looked over at Noah. He was staring at me. I felt uncomfortable so I looked at the camera. Olivia did there outro and ended the show. "I'm covered in silly string." I complained. "Uhm we are to." Wes said. I chuckled. "Why did you guys even spray us." Noah asked. I stayed silent. "We were bored at target and found silly string and bam this happened." Shayne said. I took off the rest of the silly string off my body. "You guys have to clean this mess up." Sunny said. "Yeah I'm outs bye." I said. "Me too." Keith and Shayne said following me. I walked passed Noah to go tot he exit. He looked like he was going to say something but didn't. "Thanks guys for lunch I had fun." I said and meant it. "Anytime kiddo." Keith said. I said goodbye and went to the game room. "Why are you covered in silly string?" Joven asked. "Something happened." I said. We spent the rest of the day filming videos to prepare for smosh winter games.