Broken Life

chapter 4

Well he ended up dressing me like I was some Gothic person which I was okay with because I kind of look good in it. Anyways or we got home he sat down on the bed with me when nobody else is there and usually leaned in for a kiss I kissed him back I told him I love him and it was the first time I've ever kissed somebody before. She said it wasn't his first time but it sure was going to be as last time he helped because he never wanted to lose me. He asked me if I wanted to have sex with him but I said no I said I was a virgin and I wanted to stay like that until I was 18 he said that was too long for him but I'm sure I'll come around. Well guys I'm going to go out and get some pop anybody want anything. How are you going to get anything you don't have any money to you period no I don't but I'm still going to steal it it doesn't matter I've learnt your stuff even if it's not necessary. Won't maybe one of us should go with you because Mom is not here and it's dangerous out there by yourself especially because you're a girl. What just because I'm a girl means I can't help myself. No that's not what I'm eating at all it's not about your gender it's about what people wanted do to your gender it's not my fault it's just the truth. Cole stood up. Yeah maybe I should go with you I don't want anything to hurt you babe. What the Mockingbirds going to hurt me I'm sure I'll be fine and if I'm not fine I'll just text you on my phone no biggie and besides I'm pretty sure you can hear me scream I'm a pretty loud screamer. Yeah sure you are that's true I am well and if you guys want anything or not. No we're all good here. Alright bye bye be safe I will. As I walk down the streets cold because I forgot my jacket tons of people honking at me and tons of people were staring after I went to the store and and grab A2 liter of Pop I started home period but I was walking home this guy started following me he was older than me I don't know how old older than 20 I know that. Anyways she was following me and I kept making these eggs and he was doing zactly what I did soon enough she yelled after me. Hey you with that black jacket stop I'm going to talk to you for a moment I just kept walking faster. He ran after me and grab my hoodie period he try to pull me back but I took off my hoodie and dropped the soda I ran home quick as soon as I got in I slam the door locked behind me. What's going on what happened Zach said nothing I just ran into a guy and yeah. See this is exactly what I'm talking about this is why I told you I shoulda went with you Cole said. What nothing happened I got away from him just fine Don't Panic it's okay I can deal with myself. No you can't this is just what I'm talking about you can't do it on your own you just can't. Sheesh why do you have to act like my mom sometimes you're always being rude to me ever since I got here. What are you talking about you've only been here one night and not even a whole day yet. Yeah we'll all you boys have different ways to do a stuff why don't you just let me do stuff my own way too. That's because we're not used to having a girl around when I used to know when they're due for their problems. We're sorry aren't we guys close that. Yeah even though we can even say anything Cody said. The next couple months went by fast and real smooth me and Cole show together and everyone else was fine with it they also have their own girls coming over every once in awhile but me and Cole were there together forever but a couple days after the couple months went by I turned on the TV. It was on the news channel already so I was going to see what was on. Then I saw my sister's face on the TV and the and the newsmen saying This Girl Is Lost please if you see her call nine-one-one or the police immediately. I started flipping out oh my God oh my God what happened to my sister I have to go find her have to go find her I started screaming I'll be back I'll be back soon as I was about to leave call grab me by the arm. What are you leaving for it's only the morning and I'm not going to let somebody snatch you up like they did almost last time. My sister is gone we have to go find her. Well just let me come to you to make sure you're safe she won't recognize you actually think I'm not me with you around me I have to go by myself. You can't find her by yourself because you don't know her by yourself and you cannot leave this house without me. Find you can come but soon as I stepped out of the door I fainted I woke up in the hospital with all the boys and Mama crying in front of me what was going on......