I am about to be a senior in Forks High School today. It is too sad that mother will miss it. I frown at the thought before putting on my Moschino attire, feeling like my favorite brand for my first day as a senior. It is near the end, but I've been doing work at home, with Paul Lahote's help.
I flat iron my hair before I hear someone ring the door bell. I sigh before grabbing my bag and walking down the stairs. Emmett and Jannette are at my door.
"Rose sent us to be sure you are actually up and ready." Jannette says truthfully.
"At least your honest." I say softy. "I'm ready."
I get into my car as Emmett and Janette go home to go to school. I start up the engine before I drive towards the end of my road. Rose is in Alice's car with her, Jasper, Emmett. I smile before pulling out first. I pull into my usual spot, this time beside sliced car. Edward parks his Volvo across the lot. He gets out, and so does Bella.
"What did I miss?" I ask Emmett.
"They got back together in Italy." He replies.
"Bitter sweet." Rosalie comments.
I laugh at her comment and watch the couple walk into the school, Edward has his arm draped over Bella's shoulder. I lean against Rosalie as I think of my mother.
"I don't think I can do this; I miss my mother too much." I whisper.
"You can do it, I promise. Let's go get out senior schedule." Rosalie reassures me.
After getting our senior schedules for the second semester, we go to our first class, Physics. I sit beside Rosalie and I focus on the lesson, which is boring me like crazy.
Lucky enough, I have lunch with Rosalie and the entire Cullen clan. Bella is sitting with us today. They have been talking about prom like non-stop.
I push my food around, too sad about my mother to actually eat it. I frown at the thoughts of my mother before I go to dump my full tray when the bell rings. Rosalie drives me back to my house early. I can't take today.
We walk up to my room together and I sit in my bed. I begin crying at the thought of my money. I am going to fix her room into a hipster room. Rosalie goes to get Esme to help me. It's gonna be my new bedroom.
Esme walks over. "What do you need help with?"
"I'm making mom's old room my new room; the style, hipster." I reply.
She smiles at me and we go to my mother's old room. She pops her knuckles and carries mother's old stuff out, to bring to a storage room. She insists I sit down, and she will do the work, since she had the style I want.
When she is finished, I fall in love instantly.
"Esme, I love it." I gasp. "Thank you!"
"Anything for you, Sage." Esme kisses my cheek before going home.
I sit in my new red chair and I remember, I text Esme.
Clear our my old room, put the thinks in Storage!"
I smile before sending send. She walks past my room, my new room, heading towards my old room. Rosalie walks in my new hipster room and she smiles at Esme's work.
"She did a nice job, as usual." Rosalie compliments before sitting on my bed.
"I didn't expect any thing horrible; Esme is an amazing interior designer." I smile. "The best I know."
We sit around, talking. I get hungry and I walk to the kitchen. I regret skipping lunch now. I cook myself a sandwich, with spicy chicken. I walk into the dining room and sit at the long dining table, alone. My cell rings and it is the funeral home.
"Hello, this is Sage." I say I to the speaker.
"We have your mother ready. Her visitation will be tomorrow. Then the open casket funeral is the day after." The man tells me.
"Alright, thanks for the call." I say before hanging up.
I sigh and I munch on my sandwich. That killed my mood big time. I walk back up to my room and tell Rosalie what was said. She kisses me lightly and she finds me something for the funeral home. We will b missing these two days of school for my mother in the funeral home in Port Angeles. Carlisle is calling the school and giving them the reasoning for out missing.
I lay in my new bed and Rosalie is laying beside me. She is staying over because I'm not emotionally stable right now. Rosalie wraps me in her arms when I rest my head on her silent chest.
"I love you, Sage." Rosalie whispers.
I smile. "I love you too, Rosalie."
I close my eyes and I eventually fall asleep.