You Should Be Here

Chapter Five

Toriilyn-

"Can y'all do me a favor, stay the fuck out my life" I said slamming the bathroom door and sitting on toilet

I been home for a hour and the whole 59 minutes jasmine and khasson been yelling at me for going out with bryson

But guess what, this was my life hell if I wanted to go out with him let me.

"Tori just open the door, I'm sorry" jasmine said

Ignoring her I picked up my phone going to bryson contact I called him

"Hello"

"Can you come get me"

"I juat left there, and you want me to come back"

"Never mind" I said hanging up

Opening the bathroom door I pushed pass jasmine and went to the guest room where I was staying closing and locking the door I sat on the bed and looked at myself through the mirror

Pulling up my sleeve I rubbed the scars I made. I sat down an looked at them

When did I come to this point

Bryson-

Pulling up to toriilyn house I called her and she didn't pick up. I should leave but you know what I'm trying to be a good friend

Calling her again she didn't pick up.

I got out the car and walked to the house. The door was already open I heard yelling

"What the hell" I said as I seen blood on the floor

Following the trail of blood, it lead me to a bedroom

"What the fuck are you doing!"

"Yo!" I yelled.

They all turned around and looked at me

"What is going on, y'all got blood all over the damn floor and the door was wide open"

"She tried to commit suicide, but I walked in."

"Who" I said walking up closer to them

"Toriilyn"

Finally seeing her, I got on my knee's and looked at her she was crying

"What the fuck is wrong with you? You was just gone leave me" I said grabbing her face

"I just can't do this bryson, it's so hard. Everybody just judge me on every fucking thing and I'm just tired of it bry. I can't handle it." She said crying not looking at me

"Tori baby just because everybody is judging you don't mean you have to leave this earth. Every fucking body in this world gone have some shit to say to you but that shit shouldn't matter. You got two wonderful friends who care about your ass no need to leave them in this world heartbroken because your feelings got hurt" I said knowing what I said probably hurt her feelings more but it was dead ass fact

Everybody gone have something to say about you, good or bad but that shit shouldn't make you kill yourself.

Standing up I took her hand helping her stand up holding her waist we walked out the house and to my car.

"Bry thank you" she said not looking at me and looking out the window

"Mhm, let me go get some clothes for you. Your gonna be staying with me tonight" I said closing her door and going back into the house

Looking at jasmine she had a stank look

"What the fuck you looking at, you so worry about me and not your damn friend. I know what we did some months back but like you said that was a one time thing. I don't even now why the fuck you mad for" I said going to tori room packing her some clothes

After getting what I need I push passed jasmine and slammed the door going back to the car seeing toriilyn sleep

"Fuck my life" I said driving off

—A week later—

"How you feeling baby" I said as I walked in the kitchen

"Good Bryson, how was school?" She smiled looking up from her phone

"Good, khasson wanted to know when you coming back to school" she looked at me and looked down again

"I don't know Bryson, I just can't show my face everybody in the whole school knows that I tried to killed myself. And I know what you always say I should care what anybody say because I know myself but Bryson I just don't understand how I got to this point" she cried

"Stop allat that crying, i know what they saying is bad but baby I'm going through something to"

"I know I know and I'm sorry i always make shit about me"

"Nah it's ok" I said sitting down and eating a piece of her cookie

"Have you talked to your dad yet" she asked sitting on my lap

"Get your heavy ass off me, and no I don't plan on talking to him, he got that women living in the house" I said letting my hands rest on her waist

Every since that night me and Tori got close, we wasn't dating or anything we was just close enough to talk about things that we normally don't talk about to other people

Dating Tori wasn't even on my mind at this point, I love what we doing as of right now and if dating comes up then I'll be fine with that

"I understand that you don't want to talk to your mom but at the same time you need to speak with your mom. Take it from a person who haven't spoke to their mom in almost 4 months."

"I know baby, but she hurt me sooo fucking bad I don't even think I could forgive her" I said taping her back to get up

"We're having a conversation" she said which means she won't getting getting up until we was done talking

"I don't feel like talking about it anymore" i said looking her into her eyes

She looked into mines and just looking into her eyes I can see my future with this girl.

"Kiss Me"

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Soooo this was a lil update for y'all because I miss y'all 😭

Thoughts?