It was the first time driving since the day of the crash.
My eyes were blurred from the liquid called tears.
I didn't quite know where I was going until I passed the place that will hold the most memories. I knew where the place I now called home was.
Finally arriving I was greeted by a ghost town. I pulled up at the house which I knew best.
I was let in by Laura. "He's upstairs, ever since Tuesday."
"Oh." It made me even more upset with myself for being so selfish. I was now in fear of being killed by his following pack.
I rushed in not knowing the door was closed. I was even stronger than before, again the door fell.
I walked over and sat on a grey stool next to his desk. Alex on a armchair, not knowing what he was doing.
The silence felt like it had stabbed me and is now twisting the knife. "I killed him." Dripping enthusiasm in my tone of voice.
Like I expected he looked up, looking at me just like Zack did. Still not speaking he walked over to me and hugged me I was leaving for war. I hugged him back. Lost in each other I hadn't realised I was re-piercing his bite mark with my fangs. He copied me and it was stress relieving, something I needed more than ever.
It did hurt when he decided to lift his fang out of my neck. I left my fangs in his neck, I couldn't let him go again.
"We are true mates." Alex whispered softly in my ear.
Overwhelmed by what he said I dragged my fangs out and got out of the hug and jumped up and down like a school girl get given a puppy.
All he did was grin at me, I didn't care if he judged me.
"Arn't you mad at me?" Why I brought that up will be a mystery.
"Yes," he went to grab my hand but grabbed my bruised wrist, I flinched back. He saw it and fell to his knees crying in anger.
"He's dead now, but like you said I'm in danger of his following pack. Confusion crossed his face until realising who Zack truly was.
"You... kill- killed the... black wolf?!" He was so surprised it was funny.
"Yes, I'm a full vampire now!" My back started to sting from his touch. I didn't want to show him so I rushed to the bathroom.
Keeping pace with me not far behind I locked the door before a rain of knocking came on the door soon accompanied by pleads.
When I looked in the mirror it was worse than I expected, four large deep cuts, at least six inches.
The door creaked open and Alex was frozen in shock which his eyes glued to the mirror even when I moved away.
I comforted him and told him I was fine although when it felt pressure it did sting.
He finally came out of his daze, "What happened?!" Anger and sadness in his voice killed me inside, I got myself in this mess and I was going to get everyone out of it to.
He got out of his state after putting himself down for not 'being there for me. " It's my fault, but we are true mates and that's all that maters."
"But what if his pack comes after you?" He wimped.
"I'm stronger than them now. So stop." He got up and picked up his house phone. From putting two and two together I figured out it was George Grey.
He came over immediately and examined me and asked personal questions; "are you moving? Are you willing to take over the spot of the Luna?"
"Ummm, no and no."
He left only saying that I should stay in and that it would take a month to heal.
"I have to stay in for a month?!" I knew complaining wouldn't help but it was worth a try.
"You are the strongest vampire so I guess he was being a bit OTT." I guess it was worth complaining!
"Thanks. I want to go outside!" I truly wanted to see the sun in peace again.
"Maybe tomorrow." What first he says I'm the strongest and then says I'm not ready to see the sun!
"Bu-" I saw how he was hinting.
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I couldn't help but giggle.
