If only (o2l fanfiction)

What Now?

I wake up to the sound of the door slamming. It's 5am, out of all of us, who woke up this early? I really don't want to check, but when I wake up and start thinking like this, there's no going back to sleep for me.

Can I at least try to fall asleep? I close my eyes and surprisingly drift off to sleep.

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I wake up again to the door slamming again. God, who the fuck is slamming the door! I'm done with this.

Before I can think again, my feet are carrying me down stairs.

"Who the fuck keeps... oh," ugh, John. Why do I have to deal with this at 7 in the morning?!?

"Exactly, oh." He try's to mimic my tone.

"Can we please talk about this later, when I'm not hungry?" I ask. He storms off. UGH!!! "john, please! Can we please please please talk later?"

"Whatever." He replies, as he walks out to the backyard.

Why? Whatever. I go to the fridge and pull out some strawberry jelly. Yay, boring toast!

After eating, I place my plate in the sink and head back upstairs. I grab my cloths and come back downstairs. I figure I shouldn't wake Jack or Bella with the sound of my shower.

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When I'm out of the shower, I get dressed and all that stuff. This is the lazy day I've been waiting for. But wait, there's more. My subcontous adds. Ugh, that's right, I gotta deal with John. Where is that turd anyway? Oh, didn't he go out to the back yard?

I get up, and walk to the back door. There he is, sitting away from the house. What's he doing?

"Hey?" I say.

"Yeah-oh." He says when he turns around and sees me.

"Yeah, oh," I mimic his tone, " look, I didn't want things to happen this way as much as you didn't. But he kissed me! I was turning around to find you, but he grabbed my arm and kissed me! I'm sorry."

"I'm sorry too. I didn't know it happened that way."

"So we're good now?" I asked. He got up and came over too me. He was 2 inches away from my face when he kissed.

"Does that answer your question?"

"I guess, but what does that make us know?"

"Raegan, will you be my girlfriend?" holy shit. Well it's not like I'm gonna say no! but I don't know if I should say yes because Connor kissed me.

I kiss him this time. "Does thAt answer your question?" we both laugh. I said yes, not literally, but the kiss ment yes. Know let's be honest again, who would I have a better chance with? it'd be john. Or so I thought.

*authors note*

Sorry for the short chapter guys! I've been staying at my moms house all week and we don't have wifi yet. So I haven't been able to update. Sorry I kept you waiting. But I hop you liked it!

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-Me! xoxo