closer // phan

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*one week later*

Dan was wandering around his house, which was empty to his satisfaction. He was so happy with his life at the moment, everything was more than he could've ever wished for. He was going to see Phil in less than a week, and they were so desperately in love with each other. As if they weren't constantly talking before, they were now even more so. They'd become closer than he ever thought imaginable, and it sent his thoughts rushing and racing any time he was concious. He wanted to be in Phil's arms, just hold him close. Let him know how much he meant to him and how he could never be replaced. They were so next to each other in their lives and they already knew they couldn't be without each other before they'd even met in person.

Dan sat down at the dining room table after making himself some coffee, scrolling through his phone lazily as he waited for Phil to call him. No one else was supposed to be home for a couple of hours, which he liked. He liked being able to say whatever he wanted to Phil without worrying someone would hear him. This was still just a secret being kept under wraps; Dan's family still thought they were just friends. They agreed to tell their families at some point, but now just wasn't the time. He nearly jumped in his seat when his phone began vibrating in his hand, then smiling from ear to ear when he saw who it was.

"H-Hello?" Dan answered, his voice shaking with embarrassing excitement he had failed to hide from the start. "Hey, baby," Phil chimed, "what are you doing?" Dan shifted in his seat, his stomach in knots as he blushed. He shouldn't have been so excited or turned on just by Phil's voice. He'd heard it before, this was nothing new. But, it was lower, his tone was strained, he was nearly whispering. "U-Uhm, I'm just sitting here, drinking coffee," he half-giggled. He was filled with so much anticipation just to see Phil and he was so goddamn hormonal, he couldn't help himself feeling this way. Phil let out a low chuckle, making Dan's whole body stiffen up. "Why are you drinking coffee this late? You're so ridiculous, bear," Phil said, "Oh, by the way, my parents are home, that's why I'm growling at you," he explained, laughing quietly. Dan slumped in his seat, playing with the string of his sweatpants. He could hardly wait to finally meet this boy. "Wanted to stay up and talk to you.." Dan sighed, biting his lip at one corner and tilting his head to the side. "I'm so excited to see you, finally, just.. wrap my arms around you, never let you go.." Dan went on, envisioning the moment in his head as he spoke. "Aww, so sweet.. me, too, baby, wish it was right now. What did you wanna talk about?" Phil inquired, that sickeningly sweet tone never leaving his voice. Dan smirked at the floor, rolling his eyes in response to his own thoughts. He had no business talking the way he did when these things came up. But, they hadn't spoken this way since the night a week before. Still, Dan was way more innocent then he lead on.

"About how you're gonna rail me next Friday." he said simply, grinning when he heard Phil's breath hitch through the phone. "H-Hah, shit.. Dan all this teasing.. you're really winding me up, you know.." Phil said, the sweetness leaving his voice as it was replaced by something more sinister. Dan was, in all honesty, extremely anxious about what was going to happen. He loved Phil a lot, but it would be his first time with a boy, and it scared the shit out of him. What if he messed something up? Embarrassed himself? He had no idea what to expect.

"Yeah, I know I am. Just can't wait.. been thinking about you all day.." Dan purred, letting out a breathy moan as his cock grew harder, the way it rubbed against the fabric driving him wild. He got excited so easily, one of the reasons being that he was wasn't all that familiar with this side of things with anyone, and the other being it was Phil. He always let those thoughts in, he couldn't resist it even if he wanted to. "Aww, Dan.. you're really looking forward to this, huh?" Phil teased as he got up and locked his bedroom door. "Hope you're ready.." Phil growled, leaving Dan a shuddering mess as he got up and walked back towards his bedroom. "Y-Yeah, fuck.. 'm ready.. just want you now.." he breathed out, laying on his bed, eyes sliding shut as he palmed himself softly. "Please, Phil, I'm aching for you.. give it to me..? I swear I'll be good.."

"Mm, you're not touching yourself, are you, baby?" Phil taunted, putting extra emphasis on all the right words. Dan wet his hand and began stroking himself slowly, letting out little whines as he did. "N-No, sir, course not.. wouldn't wanna do that, not without your permission," he lied, arching his back as he thumbed his slit. "Good.. you know I'd have to punish you, yeah?" Phil mewled, making Dan shiver. He'd always wondered what that'd be like, and he wondered exactly what Phil meant. He'd never even sexted anyone before Phil, let alone anything else like this. "H-How would you..? Punish me..?" he asked, the tension that wracked his body breaking his voice slightly. "Stop touching it," Phil said dryly, his voice changing drastically. Dan whined in protest and bit down on his lip hard. "Stop," Phil repeated seriously. Dan listened immediately, the roughness of Phil's voice had complete control over him. Dan felt his face burning red hot as Phil sighed out. "Now, if I were there.. I'd be handcuffing you right about now. I'd probably tie your ankles, blindfold you, and gag you. Then, I'd bend you over and fuck you until you begged me enough to stop. Understand?" Dan was speechless. So, that's what he meant. He couldn't believe he actually felt himself getting harder, leaking and throbbing like crazy at the thought of Phil doing these things to him.

"Mm-mm, I'd be sure to listen good after that.." he said as he rolled onto his stomach, grinding up against his bed in an attempt to release some pressure. "Uhhnff.. D-.. Phil I swear I'm not doing it, j-just need something, I swear I could cum just from listening to you talk like this.." Dan moaned into his pillow, on edge from almost letting that word roll past his lips. "What was that, babyboy?" Phil cooed, his smile audible through the speaker. Dan shook his head as he moaned some more. "N-Nothin', Phil, just.. ahh, need you, want you inside me sososo bad, ugh..!" he whined, rolling his hips faster. "You can call me, Daddy, baby, if you want," Phil encouraged in a sultry tone, "c'mon, let it out for me, yeah? Tell Daddy what you want."

"Mmmmfuck need your cock, Daddy, mmph, pleaseplease, I'll do anything, I'll listen, ahhhn-!" He was driving Phil insane now, using that name on him so generously. "That's what you need, baby? Need Daddy to stretch you open? Give it to you hard? And long?" Phil coaxed, talking Dan straight into his orgasm. "A-Ahh, mhm..! Y-Yeah, shit, yeah..!" Dan whined, before realizing he'd cum in his pants. He had never had that happen, either, but couldn't say he was shocked.

"I-I just.. it happened and I wasn't-"
"I know, baby" Phil giggled, humming in content. "Shit.. you're so hot," he mumbled, as Dan slid uncomfortably out of his pants. "Mmm, no.. think you're mistaken," he half-laughed. He was tired, but, couldn't keep self-hatred from creeping its way in, even after something like that.

"No, I know exactly who I'm talking to," Phil reassured, making sure Dan knew he was being truthful. "I-I.. you've only seen pictures of my face, and.. I dunno, 'm just worried for.. when you see me," Dan admitted shyly as he got back into bed. "I am gonna love every single piece of you, I swear to God.. I already do," Phil said slowly, waterfalls of love flowing through his voice. Dan's eyes welled up slightly at this, no one had ever said things like this to him before. And meant it.

"Dan, I .. I love you, okay?" Phil muttered. Dan felt the tears roll down his face, wanting to believe Phil so badly. He'd been lied to before, he couldn't take it again.

"I love you, Phil, I do.. so, so much," he whispered, the sound of the wind blowing through the trees outside his window lulling him slowly to sleep. "I'll see you in a week, and I'll show you I mean it, everything I've said, I promise," Phil said, his voice a soothing sound to Dan's ears. "I love you.." Dan whispered again as he sank his weight into his bed. "Wanna skype tomorrow?" Phil said, and Dan could only hum in response as dreams took both of their minds over.

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[more coming soon !! xo rory]