closer // phan

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((bondage {bdsm} ;; pain kink ; praise kink))

"I want you to move in with me someday," Phil said, sighing as he lazily stroked Dans hair. Dan looked up at him, a light Phil had never seen before sparking in the younger boys eyes. "Really? I-I.. I'd love that, so much," Dan said softly, beaming as he nuzzled into Phil's neck. "I never wanna leave." Dan had been here with Phil almost a full week now, and they were dreading the idea of being apart again, even if it was only for awhile before they could live together. Phil sat up slowly, pulling Dan into his lap. "I have a kind of stupid idea.. dunno if you'll wanna do it.." Phil mused, pouting his lips a little as he pondered. Dan giggled, rolling his eyes at his boyfriend. "Just tell me." Phil loved those looks Dan would give, the faces he'd make whenever he'd make a stupid joke or said something dirty. Dan was always so beautiful to him; no matter what else was going on around them, he'd always pause and admire, everything about the boy had him in a constant state of bliss.

"You sure..?" Phil mumbled, trailing one finger up and down the side of Dans neck, biting his lip at his reaction. "H-huuh.. um, mhm, I mean.. as long as it's with you, I'll do pretty much anything," Dan muttered, tilting his head to the side, trying still to hide his sensitivity. "Well, that's quite the open invitation, isn't it?" Phil smirked, leaning forward and kissing Dans neck, faded bruises and bite marks lined from his collarbone up to his jaw. "Y-Yeah, it is.. damn.." Dan breathed out, "-just tell me already, Phil, stop teasing me."

Phil chewed his lip and held Dans hand in his, looking down and then back up at him anxiously. "I thought, maybe.. if you want.. we could kind of, I dunno.. run away? Just for tonight.." he said quietly as Dan stared at him with lidded eyes, "-maybe stay in a hotel or something, just because my parents will be back tonight and you have to leave soon and I just want tonight to be good, just me and you, alone and-" Dan leaned in and kissed Phil gently, abruptly cutting off his rambling. "Let's go," he whispered, his lip curving on one side to form that ridiculous smirk that Phil loved so much.

***

Dan opened the door of the hotel room, honestly surprised at how nice it really was. It was spacious, dimly lit and simple, huge curtains hung over the large window on the far side. There was an entire kitchen on one side and a large bathtub in the other corner. Everything looked so sleek and he'd never been anywhere like this before. He had no idea how Phil could afford this, but he felt flattered nonetheless.

Phil set down the suitcase they'd brought with next to the bed - which was also huge, tons of expensive looking blankets and pillows adorning the surface. Phil wrapped his arms around Dan's small body, pulling him in close and tight and he could sense the younger boy's anxiety through his touch. Dan draped his arms around Phil's neck, sighing out, unable to take deep breaths as his chest became weighted with worry. "Talk to me, bear.." Phil mumbled, kissing Dan's forehead a couple times, looking down with concerned eyes. "Phil, I don't .. I don't want this to end," Dan muttered, gripping Phil's jacket with shaky hands. Phil shook his head slowly, and began rubbing Dan's back, causing Dan to sink deeper into his embrace with every touch. "No, love.. I'm not going anywhere, you know that, yeah..?" Phil hummed, sliding his hand underneath Dan's sweater and scratching lightly. The sweater was way too big for Dan and he'd stolen it from Phil's closet; Phil grew fonder with every time Dan took something of his, as if he needed to hold on to a piece of him even though they were right next to each other. "Everyone else did.." Dan murmured, resting his forehead against Phil's chest. Phil tilted Dan's face up with a finger under his chin, kissing him softly before reassuring him. "I'm not them, baby," he reasoned, "I want you, all of you, for the rest of my life, I swear to god.. I can't imagine my life without you in it," Phil finished.