closer // phan

5

*next day*

It was one in the afternoon and Dan and Phil couldn't stay away from each other. Whether they were holding hands, just snuggling, or kissing, it just wouldn't stop. Neither of them wanted it to. They finally had access to each other after all this time and there was nothing stopping them from indulging in every single part of each other. Dan had realized he was sinking deeper into this euphoric state, falling further in love with Phil. It hadn't even been a full day since they'd met in person and they were already inseparable.

Dan sat on Phil's bed, the sheets completely bunched up underneath him as he waited for Phil to get out of the shower. He would have gladly joined him honestly, but he couldn't hide the fact that his shy side was coming out, and it was a part of Dan that Phil didn't know very well. He didn't really know it at all, to be honest. Dan had done a pretty decent job at hiding his insecure traits and he wasn't sure he was ready for the truth to come out. He couldn't lie to Phil about his experiences, or, lack there of, and he knew he wouldn't be able to anyway, even if he wanted to. Would Phil be disappointed or upset? Dan really had put on quite the show the way he talked to Phil before, trying his best to impress his boyfriend and make him feel the best he could from a distance. But, now that he was here, with Phil, in his room, he had no idea what to expect.

Dan heard the quiet rush of water stop at the end of the hallway as he sat playing with the string of Phil's sweatpants. He'd decided to take them without asking, he figured Phil would like it, anyway. He quickly glanced in the only mirror he could find and moved his hair around, tilting his every direction possible before deciding it looked good enough. He looked up to see Phil walking through the doorway, nothing but a towel around his waist and Dan was seeing more of him than he ever had before. And, god , Dan's eyes were drinking everything in faster than he could handle. Phil was so slim, his torso was long and pale, light lines of muscle tracing over his stomach and chest. The towel hung low revealing his v-line and Dan could have sworn he was literally drooling. Phil's hair was still almost completely wet, his blue eyes lying behind the mess of black locks. "I'm back," Phil smirked, pushing his hair out of his eyes. Dan let out a shaky breath, nodding slowly. "I see that.." Dan sighed out, his eyes shifting lower for a moment to see a bit of an imprint showing through the towel. His face burned red almost instantly. He was so excited but terrified all at once. Phil chuckled softly, messing with his hair in the mirror. "I see you like to borrow without asking, huh?" he joked, turning slightly to wink at his boyfriend. Dan shrugged, trying so hard to stay as cool as possible, feeling himself growing harder. "S-So what..? Least I'm wearing something," he taunted, shifting uncomfortably as Phil turned back around. "Mmm, be careful, bear, the way you're talking already has me so worked up," Phil said in a low voice, crawling on top of Dan swiftly, his towel still intact. He began kissing Dan's jaw, slow and hard, deepening every time he started again, slowly working his way down to his neck. Dan let out a sharp gasp when he made it there, every suck and bite sent his head spinning. "Mm, you're so sensitive, it's so fuckin' cute.." Phil mumbled, a look of satisfaction washing over his face as he admired the little purple marks he'd made. Dan wrapped his arms around Phil's neck, his head turned to the side as it hit the pillow, little moans lacing his throat and lips with Phil's every move.

Phil giggled softly, and a pouted smile formed on his mouth as he rubbed Dan through the fabric of his pants. "Ph-Phil..y-you have me so weak, I-I-" Dan whimpered, his chest rising and falling quickly as he rolled his hips up into Phil's hand without realizing it. "Mmm, do I?" Phil teased, squeezing slightly. "M-mm! U-Uh-huhh, Phil, just.. n-need you, so bad, need you right now," he whined, biting down hard on his lip, not caring if it bled or not. "Then, you have me, babyboy," Phil mumbled, leaning down to kiss Dan, making it slow and soft but so passionate at the same time. "Y-You like this, yeah..?" Dan whispered, squirming slightly underneath his boyfriend. Phil began grinding his own hips down into Dan's crotch, causing Dan to moan out in oversensitivity as he felt for the first time what he really did to Phil. "Does this answer your question?" Phil groaned, and Dan made whatever sounds he could to show that he understood. Phil had already noticed, of course, that Dan was new to this. Maybe even newer than he had first thought. Dan was a whining, sweating mess underneath him and his heart was beating a hundred miles a minute, and Phil was obviously excited, too. But, Phil wanted and needed to make sure this was okay. "Dan, baby?" he nearly whispered as he cradled the younger boy's face in one hand, "you ready for this?" Dan swallowed and tried to focus, still panting slightly as he gazed up at Phil. He was so in love and he wanted nothing more than this. After much internal conflict, though, he knew he was okay. He nodded slowly, beginning to avoid Phil's glance. "I-I am, just.. need you to know something.." he stuttered, moving his hand towards his mouth and chewing his thumbnail. "Anything, babe, what is it?" Phil said, his voice so soothing in that moment as he stroked Dan's cheek, his face full of love and concern. Dan took a deep breath and finally enabled himself to look back at Phil. "I-I've kind of.. never done this..before..with a boy, I mean.." he admitted, a huge weight immediately lifted from his shoulders. Phil smiled gently, pulling Dan in to kiss him again. "Mm, is that what you're so nervous over?" he purred, sucking Dan's bottom lip in, earning a quiet moan right after he let go. "Y-Yeah, mhm.. just .. didn't want you to think, I-I.. I don't even know, just-" "No, shh-shh.. I love you so much, Dan. As long as you're ready..?" Dan looked up, biting down on his lip again, his eyes lidded and he already looked so blissed out as he nodded; Phil could hardly believe he was in heaven. "Let me teach you, yeah..?" Phil said quietly, feeling on Dan again, slowing his pace as he continued grinding down on the younger boy. "Mm-hmm, yes, daddy.." Dan moaned, leaving tiny scratches down Phil's back. Dan reluctantly pulled his shirt off, nearly cringing inwards as he normally would knowing someone was seeing him this way, but stopped shortly after, feeling increasingly more comfortable as every second passed by.