To the Maun and Back

Chapter:9

I stared at the tests almost boring holes into the boxes before finally grabbing one and using it.  If I am I'm not saying a word until he asks what's going on with me. Sunday morning he found me puking into the toilet and held my hair back.

I wanted to say something but fought against it. After I peed on the stinking stick I left it in the sink I went to get dressed. Then went back. The box said it would have been a pink plus sign if I was.

Sure enough there it was. Two pink lines crossing over each other in the small display screen. No freaking way. Not going to panic. But if Jared finds out, oh wait I'm not married to that scum bag. He doesn't need to know. In fact if he comes into this property again I'm installing cameras and use that as footage to take to the police and tell them he's been trespassing for the past month.

I hope this weekend goes a lot better than the last. I left the other one sitting out and packed my bag to go to Nashville. I loaded the bulls up and hit the road.

I stopped a few times to puke along the way to the music city. Once there the boys were unloaded and penned with water and a little feed. I brushed them off before going back to the truck with the brush.

"And how are you today in music city?" His arms wrapped around my waist as he said it. He kissed my cheek once, twice before I turned around kissing him. "Bella really wanted to see you this weekend but got sick last minute so she didn't get to come." He said.

"Aw I'll make sure to send her a get better card along with a coloring book." I said. "Would you mind rooming with me since I roomed with you last week?" He asked. I definitely wanted to say yes.

"Well you do owe me for last week." I said. He kissed me once more. "Then let's go get a room and leave our stuff there." He said grabbing my duffle. I followed him to his truck. He opened the passenger side door letting me in.

When I was in and situated he closed the door back and jogged around to the drivers side. He got in and threw my bag in the back with his before driving to the nearest hotel. We then got out and went in. After he had the room keys we both went up to the room.

"They didn't have anymore double bed rooms so we got a single. I hope it's fine by you." He said. "If not I can sleep on the floor while you get the bed."

"No it's fine." I said as we neared the door. He swiped the card and let me in first. He set our bags on the floor near the desk. I felt like I definitely had to puke. Yup I've got to puke. I emptied the contents of my stomach into the toilet. Great thing I had my hair pulled back into a ponytail.

"Are you alright Ches? This is the second time you've puke around me." I nodded. When I looked at him he looked as if he wasn't convinced. "I'm fine. Its just nerves." I said. Why was I being defensive about it?

We hung out in the room for roughly three hours before I puked once again. He was there right beside me the whole time I was barfing. "Chesney are you sure your not sick or anything?" He asked.

"I'm fine. It's nothing. It'll pass." I said. He still didn't look convinced. "Chesney are you?" He asked. I knew he didn't want to say it. I hung my head. "Hon. How far long?" He asked wrapping his arms around me. "Six weeks." I answered. He set his head on top of mine.

"I'm such an idiot!" I jumped when he yelled pulling away from me. "I shouldn't of even done that." He gritted. I went up behind him and wrapped my arms around him. "J. It was a complete accident. It could happen to anyone. If you want to know what I'm going to do with it then I'll tell you. If you don't want any ties with it then you don't have to..." He cut me off by kissing me.

"When did I ever say that I wouldn't want it? I know you'd keep it and raise it as yours but it will need a father figure in its life. It wouldn't matter if we went to court over the child to get joint custody.

"I'd still see it almost every weekend and still see you. Every time I see you I want to smile. I want you to be in my life as much as I want to be in yours. Your an amazing woman and it shows deeply in whatever you do and I love you for it." He said.

I looked up into his eyes. "I mean every word of it." He added. He pulled me closer to him before kissing the top of my head.