To the Maun and Back

Chapter:8

I woke up earlier than usual. Then ran to the bathroom and puked. Oh this will not set well with travel when I start back up. Least it's a closer place. I got up and dressed knowing I can't go back to sleep after that.

Once I was dressed I ate something then puked it back up. Great can't eat a thing. I don't feel sick. I checked my temperature finding it normal. Then went outside. That oh too familiar truck pulled up.

"How was the summer without me?" He asked. "Fun. You jerk head." I said. "Oh so your calling me names now? Is that what it is?" He asked. "You know to stay away from here. It's against you if the police find out." I told him.

He grabbed my jaw. "You will never call me names you will respect me." "I don't have to respect squat from you." I gritted out. He shoved me back into the house.

"Oh what are you going to do about it? Cry?" He asked. "You self centered egotistical butthole." I said before slapping him. He hit me back. I took a deep breath and let it out. "I'll be back in a week. You better have more respect for me than you did this time." He said before leaving.

I felt something run down my chin. I felt my lip seeing blood. A split lip. Jokes on him because I won't be here next week. I'll be in Tulsa for an event. I watched as the cloud of dust disappeared. Before going to the barn. I sat in the tack room sobbing.

I fed and watered the bulls then gave them some exercise. Once I was done I had nothing else to do but sit around and do nothing.

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I pulled into the parking lot of the BOK Center hauling bulls to Tulsa. They were unloaded and penned just before I puked for the fifth time today. Into a trash can. I cursed in my head as I went to the bathroom and wiped my mouth. I couldn't be could I? It has been a month since I last saw him and he slept in the same room as me.

Plus my period is late by three weeks. I honestly hope I'm not. I watered the bulls and brushed them off before having to puke again. I wiped my mouth and continued on going. This is going to be the worst sickness I've ever had.

I went to eat finding subway a good choice. Then booked a hotel room closest to the BOK Center. As I was about halfway through the sub I had to puke once again. I finished eating and went down to the lobby before going to the nearest drugstore.

I entered and went straight to the isle picking out two I thought were best. I bought the two tests before heading back. As I was about to enter my room I heard my name called. I looked down the hall seeing J.B. He caught up with me quickly with his long strides. I saw you enter the lobby while I was trying to book a room but all are full for the event." He said.

"They gave me a double bed room for no reason. Would you mind sharing the room?" I asked. "Not at all. Just let me go get my clothes and I'll be back up." He said. I watched as he made his way back to the elevator. I honestly don't think I can tell him if I am.

I went in and hid the pregnancy tests in a drawer before he could see them. Once he was back up I told him I was getting a shower before crawling into bed. After I was done I let him shower and curled up in the bed closest to the window.

He came out and sat down on the edge of the other bed. "How have you been?" He asked. "Good." I answered. He looked up at me and gave a small smile. I rolled over facing the window. He went over to the window and closed it blocking the lights out.

I closed my eyes just before he kissed my cheek.