Norman Reedus Imagines

[Norman]

•Be Strong•
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You watched as Norman packed his bags and once again he had to say goodbye to his wife. You.
For what seems like the millionth time.
They said it gets easier, but they lied.
Norman looked up at you, he could see the pain in your eyes, he was about to say something, but you look at him and cut him off by saying, "Really baby, I will be just fine"
But then you look away so he doesn't have to see you cry.
And that is when Norman ask himself
'How am I supposed to be
Everything they expect me to be when I feel so alone,' he takes a glance at your small form and and realizes that every time he leaves, he leaves his heart at home.
He knows that you need him, but he knows they need him too.
Norman finally asked God, 'give me the strength to do what you created me to do.'
Really he  so thankful for the people that he met, all the fans, the places he's been and the things he's seen.
But when you're not there it doesn't feel like his  living his dream. He know they say that no one is perfect,
But he swears that you perfect for him, and that makes it so much harder to leave.
Again he asked himself. 'How am I supposed to be everything they expect me to be!? When I feel so alone, 'cause he left my heart at home.
She needs me, no they need me but I know that the crew, and the fans need me too. So God, give me the strength to do what you created me to do...'
You made your way to the bed where Norman was sitting and with slight difficulty you sat down, you put your hand to his scruffy cheek and he leans into your touch, your words shook as you spoke.
"If you miss me, I'm just a phone call away. Please be strong, be strong for me. I need you to show me how to change the inside of me. For my heart, for their sake. Be strong, be strong for us"
Norman looked into your teary eyes, then his gaze shifted towards your belly, the very visible bump that peaked slightly out of your shirt, his gaze became glassy, he didn't want to leave both of you, you needed him, but then they needed him as well. He leaned down and kissed your belly, your heart clenched, thus making it even harder for him to leave, you where gonna miss him, you always did, but today seems to be much harder to let him go.
Finally your time with your husband was up, you walked him to the door, his bags over his shoulder, he looked into your pained eyes, his eyes stared into your own, his beautiful blue eyes held both sorrow and love, he loved you so much. He kissed your lips softly trying to savor the taste of your lips and finally he pulled away, he kissed you belly and stood up.
"I love you" he said softly, you weakly smile and answered, "We love you more"
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A/N: woAH it's been a while since I updated this yikes sorry!
This imagine was based off the song "miles away" by memphis may fire