never loved before - a kylux story

never been loved before - Kylux

It started out as a joke. One of the man on the bridge was pent-up, more than usual. And since Armitage Hux was in a particularly good mood -and there was only Kylo Ren close enough to whisper to- he leaned his head sideways to Ren and spoke under his breath jokingly," guess, someone needs to get laid"

Ren's masked face turned to him - ever so slightly. His voice heavy with confusion, "i don't see what-"
That made Hux snicker, "just joking" and stalked off.

A few days later however the subject came up again. After the meeting between General Hux, Kylo Ren and a few important directors, Kylo came up to Hux and muttered, "geeh, the director definitively needs to get laid" Surprised, Hux turned to him. A smug grin on his face,"aah, I see. Because you didn't get the joke at first, you now want to proof you don't have a massive stick up your ass." He wondered if Kylo would blush with embarrassment, but like always the mystery of his face laid hidden beneath his black mask. After a few silent seconds, Hux decided this remark was enough torture for today and leaned closer, conspiratorially. "But you are absolutely right, he seems to suffer from a serious condition of getting not fucked enough and being an enormous arsehole" that got him a little huff from the masked figure.

And like that this little insider between these two started. Whenever someone on Starkiller Base was way too moody or just a plain pain in the ass,that someone 'needed to get laid'. It might be that whenever they talked they stood closer than absolutely necessary and perhaps Hux noticed that but did not point it out or even change something about it. After all, they didn't want anyone else to eavesdrop on their silly talks about getting laid.

Someday this little game of theirs broadened. Until then it always applied others.But today was different, Hux was annoyed and snapped at any noise.Especially at Kylo Ren. If he wasn't wearing his mask he would roll his eyes at Hux but that was sadly not an option. So he stepped closer to the raging ginger and mumbled, grinning under his mask,"who needs to get laid, huh?" Abruptly, startled at the voice approaching him, he turned to Kylo, "huh?" Again a small huff and then a voice underlain with laughter, "You. You need to get laid, you're acting like a sex deprived cunt"
And he was damned if right now he did not think about sex... last time was a darn long time ago.

Since that moment they called each other out. Whispering and sometimes only with gestures (and Hux with help of mimic). After every grumpy remark or moody reaction, one of them always leaned his head close to the other and uttered something about the need of getting laid. One time, they weren't close enough, so Hux mouthed the words "you need to get fucked" to Kylo, who was standing on the opposite side of the room. Kylo nearly snorted with laughter. -not to mention the fact that Kylo only noticed this at him directed voiceless mouthed sentence because his eyes wandered over to Hux every few seconds-.

Hux had never talked or thought about sex so often and intensely, he started to begin to feel pretty sex deprived.

And then there was this one incident. It wasn't even a real incident, it was merely a... thing. Hux had strolled through Starkiller Base and suddenly found himself in front of Kylo's apartment. He had never been there before and he really had no intention of being there. But now that he already was here, he couldn't resist and since the door was slightly ajar, he stepped closer and looked inside. The first thing he noticed was the mask... discarded on a table. And then there was a young man, heavy breathing, naked from the waist up and damp with sweat. Black, longish hair framing a peculiar face. He must be Kylo, back from training or a work out. Hux couldn't say he disliked what he saw. Quickly, he walked off.

He heard footsteps and looked up, but he only saw the door was open and went to close it.

This incident for itself was even less of a thing.What really made it a real 'thing' was that the next time Kylo joked,that he needed to get laid, Hux did not dwell on memories of pretty naked girls beneath him but saw Kylo in his mind, breathing heavy,his muscular chest going up and down with every breath he took, his arms propped on the table, the muscles on his back flexed, his hair falling to his shoulders and his face... damn it.