Behind Closed Doors •G.D•

25.

Skylar's POV

I sat on the edge of my bed, thinking, grieving...

Tears fled my eyes as if it was raining, my body ached from exhaustion, lack of sleep, and heartache...

I was a walking and living disaster, or so I think I'm living... at this point I have no clue, cause I feel like death...

Today was the day I lost my world...my everything!

I will forever hate Friday's because of this day...

Today was Friday... the day I lose my boyfriend...

It seems unreal like this is all a nightmare and that I'll wake up in Grays arms and everything will be back to normal.

I decided I should probably get ready because I can't be late.

I took a quick shower and changed into presentable clothes. I didn't even bother to put on makeup cause I know it would get ruined anyway.

Just by the thought of it made tears brim my eyes. I can't do this. Watch the love of my life get hung, it will scare me for life.

Tears started streaming out of my eyes as I trudged downstairs and got my phone and car keys.

I got in my car and sat there not knowing what to do. These past couple of days I've held back all my emotions for Gray, I was strong for Gray, I did all of this for Gray, I just can't do it anymore. I let everything out all my emotions and tears. I gripped the steering wheel as I hysterically cried gasping for air.

I have never once in my life experienced something so traumatic and devastating as I will today. God is taking everything from me, he's ripping it right out from under me.

I leaned over and dug around in my glove department, in need of a tissue.

I wiped my tears and blew my nose, trying to recollect myself, for Gray.

I put the car in reverse and made my way to the jail. On my way there my phone started ringing making me groan cause I don't wanna talk to anyone right now.

"Hello?" I hadn't realized how terrible I sound I haven't talked much these past few days except when I was with Gray and I've been crying so much so my voice sounds terrible! I sound like I got hit by a truck.

"How are you doing Sky...?" His voice was raspy yet soothing.

"I've been better... How about you E...?"

"I guess you could say I'm in the same boat as you..." I felt a tear roll down my cheek. I quickly wiped it away not wanting to cry while Ethan's on the phone.

"I'm so sorry Ethan... I know how much Grayson means to! But I want you to know that I'm always here for you, I'm not going anywhere anytime soon..."

"Thanks Sky I really needed that... I'll see you soon..."

"Bye E..." with that I hung up. God this is like doomsday!

I finally made it to the jail, I didn't get out of my car, I didn't cry, I didn't do anything except think.

What have I done to deserve this? I will do anything to get him out of this, I just want the love of my life...

I got out of my car, locking it as I walk in. Everything feels like it's in slow motion. Everything spins as I walk through the door in dismay.

Ethan stood there waiting for me.

"You ready...?" I looked at him with red puffy eyes, tears threatening the escape.