What's left behind

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(Meanwhile back in California with Y/N parents')

It's been almost a month now and I still couldn't get over it. I lost my precious baby. Loosing a child is the hardest thing a parent ever has to go through. No one should have to go through this. I wouldn't wish this pain on anyone. She had everything going for her. She was about to graduate high school, she was gonna go to college. She had friends and us who adored her. Even though she went through so much with the disease she was battling. 

Y/N has some sort of rare illness. She can easily pass out if she isn't given the right medication or even enough medication at the right time. It's an illness that makes her immune system attack itself. It's was so painful to watch her struggle that. She would have her good days but every once and awhile she would be in the hospital. She was doing so well. Last time she's been with us was probably the best it ever been. But, ever since the car accident she's had some more problems like with her ribs since she broke a few of her ribs. Just thinking about it all just makes me want to cry. 

"Sweetheart, I know you miss her but we have to accept that she isn't coming back. She will always be with us though." My husband commented.

I only nodded. I understood but I just couldn't let her go. I loved her so much. We both did. I still love her, we always will. She's our special and precious daughter. I just couldn't stop looking at the pictures we had of her. 

We actually were on our way to the hospital. We wanted to see Dr. Jackson. I still was very suspicious of his actions and feelings towards Y/N, but I knew that he cared for her whether his intentions with her were a little...strange. I wondered if he was holding up. I'm sure he was, he's lost many patients so he probably can cope with it. But I could surely use some advice of how to get over this or at least move on. Let's face it, I'm never gonna get over this. 

We went up to the desk where the secretary was at. 

"Hi, is Dr. Jackson in today?"

She looked at me as she gave me some sort of confused look but then she sighed softly.

"Oh..hello Mrs. Y/L/N, I'm very sorry for your loss."

I only frowned but she continued to speak.

"I'm sorry to inform you of this. I was sure he would have said something but Dr. Jackson does not work here anymore."

I felt my eyes widened. I was very shocked to hear this. Dr. Jackson has worked here for quite some time. He couldn't have retired. He was still fairly young. I wondered how come he didn't work here.

"What? How come he doesn't work here anymore?"

"Well, Dr. Jackson has actually moved out of the country. He said something about taking a break from medicine for a little while. He did mention he be transporting to the hospital there to care for the children there that desperately need it." She responded.

Well, it made sense but it didn't at the same time. How come he just suddenly moved? Right after Y/N's death. This was suspicious. He just moved out of the country?

"Do you know where he went?"

"I do not but I would not be able to give you that information even if I did. If you would like to locate him I could give you one of his sister's phone number. She's a nurse here at the hospital. She's off duty so you can call her. Her name is Janet."

I nodded as I was curious about this. Even though taking a break from the medical field is understandable, there was just some sort of feeling I got. Just after Y/N died? Did her death just break him so bad that he had to move out of the country and take a break from medicine? A mere patient wouldn't affect a doctor so bad unless he had a big infatuation for Y/N, which I got the sense he did after all the actions and looks he's given her. 

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