Stay By My Side (BTS Jin fanfic)

Same Old You

Sorry for the sudden plot twist lawl. And IT'S MY BIRTHDAYYYYY (March 20)

LISTEN TO A SAD OST WHILE READING LOL It gives it more feeling I guess. If you can't find one I have one here.

*Jin's POV*

"Let's break up." I looked into her eyes and all I saw was shock and pain.

"W-what?"

"Because. I...I don't feel anything...anymore." I hesitated, "Sorry."

I walked to the door and left, leaving her standing there in tears.

*Y/N's POV*

He left me standing on the rooftop balcony. Tears rolling down my cheeks.

"This...this can't be..." I wiped away my tears and ran down the stairs, desperately looking for Jin.

"I need an explanation." I wiped away more tears.

There was no hope in finding him...He was already gone. I covered my face with my hands and cried.

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I walked into the house without saying anything and quickly made my way to my room, hoping Jung Ah didn't see me. As I walked into my room, I plot down onto my bed and start sobbing.

"I don't feel anything...anymore"

Those words kept playing over and over again in my head.

"You jerk..." I sniffed and tears continued rolling down.

"Hey Y/N...what's wrong?" The door opened as I heard Jung Ah's voice.

"N-nothing..." I sniffed again and quickly wiped my tears away.

"I'm pretty sure there's something bad that happened..I'm here sweetie." She sat on the side of the bed and caressed my hair.

I sat up and wiped my tears once more.

"Jin broke up with me..." I said in a broken voice.

"Oh my..."

"He...he said he didn't have feelings for me anymore."

"Poor Y/N...would you like a cool strawberry smoothie? We can watch some movies and maybe that will help..." I nodded in response and faked a smile.

My heart felt like it fell into millions...millions of pieces. With thousands of knives running through it all at once.

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"Y/N wake up..." Jung Ah gently shook me as I slowly woke up, "You have to get ready and go to school."

"...Alright..." I slowly got up and walked into the bathroom.

"Crap..." My eyes were red and swollen from all the crying last night...

"Here. I have cold cucumbers and a really helpful eye mask to take out those eye bags." Jung Ah walked in.

"Thanks eonnie." I smiled gently and proceeded to put on the products.

After washing up, I put on my uniform and grabbed my backpack. I waited outside for the girls. We were all walking to school together.

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"He broke up with you?!" Ha Ri gasped loudly.

"What the hell is wrong with him." Go Mi sighed.

"I'm sorry Y/N.." Ji Ae mumbled.

"It's ok. Thanks guys, for your concern. I guess I'll have to get over him. Oh! Ji Ae. Who did you have to tutor yesterday?" I changed the subject.

"Oh it was Taehyung. He said he needed help with math."

"Ah...I see." I smirked and continued walking.

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We all separated after the bell rang for class to start. I sat in my desk as always.

"Is he not coming to school today?" I played with my fingers. "Ah right...we're not even together..." I sighed and looked at my desk.

The door suddenly opened as Jin walked in. His old poker face was back on. I frowned at how cold he looked.

Why...do you do this...

I looked at him as he sat down and put his headphones on.

I sighed sadly and slowly turned to learn the lesson.

My eyes caught onto Ji Ae and Taehyung. They were smiling and mouthing words to each other. Ji Ae was wearing the scarf again. She must like it so much. At least they're happy.

I forced a smile and continued paying attention. On the inside I was hurting, slowly dying, wanting to sob and ask so many questions at the same time.

During class I found it hard to pay attention as I kept asking questions and those words kept playing in my head.

The sound of the bell interupts my thoughts and I quickly stand up as a natural reflex. I look over to Jin but he was already gone. I imagined everyday seeing him like this. It's going to be harder than I thought.

"We're going to eat right now. First come first serve! Wanna come?" Soyeon cheered.

"I'll come later." I stood still at my desk.

"Alright..." Ha Ri mumbled and they walked off worried.

I sighed and looked at the desk next to me. He's probably with the members. Staring at the desk, I took one last breath before walking out into the hall towards the cafeteria. There was a sudden girly giggle. Curious, I looked into the room where it was coming from. I never should've...my heart dropped at the sight of Jin pinning a girl to the wall as he stared into her eyes. The girl was pretty, of course...Her big round eyes, light brown curly hair, pink lips, short skirt...

Frowning, I left and continued walking to the cafeteria.

"Of course...why am I even surprised. He never changed. He's his old self." I told myself as a tear crept down my cheek.

"Stupid jerk!" I screamed and more tears ran down. I bent down hugging my knees and cried.

"Y/N?" I heard a familiar voice.

"Go away!" My voice cracked.

"What happened?" He bent down and held onto my shoulders, worried.

"It's nothing Jinyoung. Please leave me alone." I sniffed.

"It's not nothing. Tell me."

I slowly lifted my head and saw the worry in his eyes.

"You were right Jinyoung..he's a jerk. I hate him." I full on sobbed like a baby, "How can he do this?! How dare he play with my feelings so easily...I hate him"

I was suddenly embraced by Jinyoung as he caressed my hair.

"It's ok...I'm here for you. I'm sorry. I never should've switched classes.." I cried and cried in his arms until I finally stopped.

"I'm sorry...Now your uniform is wet." I wiped away the last tears.

"It's okay." He smiled gently, "Let's go." I nodded and let him grab onto my hand as he led the way.

HERE COMES THE DRAMA!!! Listening to sad OSTs give me inspiration lol. Welp Jinyoung is back. Wonder what's gonna happen. And sorry for the long wait. Since I finished my other story I can focus more on this story.