❤Alex Hirsch X Reader One-Shots❤

☁141☁ || No brakes, no life.

I was more than terrified, my thighs felt cold and pale against the freezing air. I licked my lips feeling them dry, my teeth covered in strawberry pie that i had eaten some minutes ago. I think at least, how much time was i on this motorbike? Speed can kill, destroy lives and make families sink into sadness. I was never afraid of death, maybe i was an enemy towards pain. Alex was out of his god damn mind, adrenaline in his blood and a sick grin on his lips.

"Alex i am scared, don't go that fast."

"But it's fun, c'mon y/n, stop being such a buzzkill!"

"Alex, i am serious! I am FUCKING terrified!"

At that point, you pray for your life. Alex didn't listen to me, didn't care at all. I wasn't just angry with him, i would punch him if i could.

"Okay, okay.. Just hug me.."

"ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS!?"

I was hugging him already from my terror, my arms got tighter sighing deeply. I was ready to burst into tears, my belly was making me sick.

"Okay, now please take off my helmet and wear it, it's just bugging me.."

My eyes widened, i did what he said with difficulty and worn it. I gulped, tears streaming down my cheeks. I just wanted this to end.

"Do you love me, y/n?"

"Of course! Please s-slow down!"

"I will, i love you too. You are my breathe, my heartbeat. You are my flower, the oxygen in my lungs. I love you and a flower like you must live."

"Alex?"

"Goodbye y/n, i loved how i was falling more for you every day."

And everything crushed and broke into million pieces, my heart, the motorbike, our bones. Half-opened e/c eyes and a bloody stare at my boyfriend's corspe. And before he closed his eyes, he interlocked his fingers with mine, whipsering sweet nothings.

"Don't be afraid love.."

I heard the sirens, i couldn't breathe, everything was on fire and pieces of metal into my flesh.

I woke up in the hospital, i was panicking and i couldn't breathe. Jason and Kristen trying to calm me down, i was asking where Alex is again and again and the fatal answer was nothing.

"He is dead, y/n."

And i broke down you know, i cried and cried and cried and.. My petals fell down, i wasn't a pretty little flower anymore. My heart was bumping fast, my body begging me to stop but i continued making my condition worse.

"He gave you his helmet, y/n. He wanted you to live."

"I told him to slow down-"

"THE BRAKES WEREN'T FUCKING WORKING Y/N, HE GAVE YOU HIS LIFE AND HIS SOUL! HE IS FUCKING DEAD!"

Jason's cold stare and frozen young blue eyes filled with tears. Blaming me with his bitter tongue as he ran out, Kristen following him to calm him down.

We were all emotionally dead.
Was this pain i was feeling?
Was this a dream?
Alex, i need you.

Bonus ;

He read the article on the newspaper again and again with a sick smile. He wanted both dead but this was something.

"Motorbike accident, with a dead man and a seriously injured woman.."

Harsch voice and easy words comming from his lips.

"Who says that true love exists only in fairytales? Alexander Robert Hirsch gave his helmet to his girlfriend when he realized that the brakes weren't working. Police says that the brakes were cut by someone as the search continues."

Satisfying article and satisfying results. But she was still alive, locked in a hospital. How could Alex's sister probably feel right now? How could his family feel?

How could the betrayer feel?