"welcome to the bachelor pad of your dreams" Dillon said as soon as we walked into their loft
I had never actually been here before, Damien was bringing me the last time but as soon as we reached the lobby my mom called for me to come home so I didn't get a chance to come up.
"wow" I said letting my jaw drop
"I know right, you should check out the view" He said coming behind me
"nah this is seriously making me consider dropping out of school and becoming a stripper" I said looking around
"and what would we call you?" He teased
"Diamond D" I said confidently with a smirk
"that's an amazing name" He replied
"Don't gas him up" Damien said walking down from the stairs
We both turned around to see him walking down the stairs with just a towel wrapped around his waist.
"why are you guys back early?" He asked
"I was tired and-"
Before I could continue a slim dark skin girl followed behind him and Emerson too. A pang off jealously hit me as soon as she kissed his cheek then walked out of the loft. Damien didn't looked fazed by the situation but I could tell that Emerson did.
"I'm gonna get going...you uh...fix your relationship" He said patting him on the back then leaving with his camera equipment
"yeah let me walk you out" Dillon said awkwardly following him out
Damien still stood there as if nothing happened, but this time he was confused as to why Dillon and Emerson were acting 'weird'. I didn't say anything though, I had nothing to say. So I stood there in silence until he decided to speak up.
"you're not mad about..." He said pointing up the stairs
"that you just fucked that girl to make another porn video, no." I said shaking my head
"well you're being silent about it so I can't really tell" He said walking up to me
"I'm really not, because there's no point of me being mad. I've already told you how I feel about you doing what you do and being with me, and I guess you have made your choice. I'm just gonna go get some rest." I said picking up my duffel bag and walking towards the stairs only to be grabbed by the arm
"that's not fair, I told you about the situation I'm in and what I'm doing to get out of it" He said
"and I already told you I understand and won't judge you for it. I told you that whether or not I would be there for you, but is it fair to me? That I have to go to sleep knowing that my boyfriend is somewhere fucking someone for money. I don't blame you Damien, and I'm definitely not mad at you but I can't do that to myself" I said looking up at him