•Friday | May 12th, 2017 | 03:12pm•
I put the key in the hole and turned it, unlocking the front door of our apartment. As soon as I opened the door Dillon and Dylan were standing behind it.
"oh hey Adonis, I haven't seen you in a while" Dylan said
"yeah, I've been busy" I said awkwardly sliding past them
"oh, well I was just on my way out" He said pointing at the door
I dropped my bag on the couch and waved at him goodbye. Dillon kissed him then walked him out. Watching them be a couple is so weird, not that I'm jealous but for some reason their relationship is kind of off. First of all they share the same name which is confusing as fuck, then it seems like Dillon does most of the talking while Dylan just listens, so basically Dillon is the relationship.
I went into the kitchen area and grabbed myself a pack of oreos from the pantry. Then when I walked back to the living area the door opened again and Dillon walked back in.
"so things are getting heated between the two of you" I said wiggling my eyebrows
"eh, it's cool I guess. it's nice to have his company but I wish he would open up to me more, I'm getting tired of hearing my own voice" He said dropping down on the couch
"maybe he's just nervous, it's only been a month you shouldn't look into it too much" I said as I licked the cream from the oreo
"when's Damien coming back?" He asked
Since Damien has given up his dancing and acting career he's needed something to occupy his time, so he's been trying modeling. Not for big agencies of course, just little photoshoots him and Emerson have around the city and stuff. This week though they went to Los Angeles to do a photoshoot with a couple of their friends so I've been bored.
"tomorrow night" I answered
"oh, you know what monday is?"
"yeah but I don't know what to get him, you should help me"
"that's easy, just give him that birthday cake" He said with a smirk
I've been thinking about that, and I felt really bad. Ever since the bathroom incident Damien and I haven't had sex. I feel bad because I know he gets horny all the time and is pretty tired of using his hand but he keeps telling me that it's okay and that he'll wait till I'm ready. I don't think I'll ever be ready for that, it's just that I feel so dirty so every time we even get close to fucking I stop it.