I loved you more than anything but
Still didn't get you
I lived in your heart but
Still didn't reach your heartbeat..
I am stricken by the destiny..
What should I do?A week passed in the blink of an eye, the day arrived when he had to leave. I was sitting on the bed in his Apartment with my mind not functioning properly while he was packing his stuff in his suitcase.
I was silent and at a loss for words. Just looking at him who was packing his stuff. He was wearing a grey T-shirt which was hugging his body perfectly with dark blue denim jeans.
"Henry!! You need a hand?" I asked looking at him swallowing my tears.
"I am done sweetheart." He said while zipping close his suitcase.
I looked down in my lap. I didn't want to cry and ruin his journey. He had a connecting flight from Los Angeles to Illinois. I couldn't contain my tears.
"Margarete! Have you seen my phone?" Henry asked looking inside the drawers.
"It..it's here.." I hardly handed him his phone which I had been holding in my hand for so long.
"Thankyou!" He said and sat beside me.
At that moment I couldn't help but wrapped my arms around him hugging him tightly and started sobbing. I wanted to let out my pain. I wanted to cry everything out.
"Henryyy I don't want you to go. How am I suppose to live here all alone again?" I cried holding him tighter.
"Margarete..I promise I will be back soon. I promise babe." He relaxed me while wiping away my tears with his thumbs.
"I will be alone Henry. I am habitual of you." I hid my face in his chest. He kissed my cheek gently.
"I am sorry babe. Its just a matter of 3 months. It will pass really soon. I know my babe is very brave. Now get up. Its time to go. Everything will be alright." He gently massaged my back.
With a heavy heart and teary eyes I separated myself from him and stood up to wash my face. After getting ready I came outside. He was standing with his suitcase waiting for me with Kal sitting beside him. Kal was supposed to be dropped at the dog sitter's home. I didn't say anything and went outside.
The Royal car was parked outside with Patrick ready to take us to the airport. Henry placed his suitcase and bag inside and sat on the backseat with me. Kal sat on the passenger seat.
The engine started and the car started moving on the wet roads of London. It was february and there was snowing a bit.
I was looking at the road. I didn't want to mess this up again. It was only me who knew how much pain it had caused me but I couldn't tell this to him.
"Henry! I don't think you should drop call at the dog sitter's home. I will take him. Atleast I would hug him whenever I miss you. He will remind me of you.
I felt his hand on mine and looked at him. He was looking at me too. Our eyes stared at each other for sometime. He smiled lightly.
"Of course you can keep him. He is well trained and will never bother you at anything. Ok Kal?" Henry looked at Kal who made a noise in return.
The car pulled over infront of Heathrow airport. I came out of my daze and looked outside to realize we had reached. I had decided not to come outside of the car so as nobody could realize it was me.
Henry got outside and opened the passenger door to hug Kal.
"Hey buddy, don't disturb your mom. Ok. I'll be back soon." He stroked Kal on his head.
He came to my side and opened the door to take out his bag and suitcase. I held his wrist from the opened door.
"I love you." I said in a broken voice.
He leaned in closer and kissed my lips." I love you too sweetheart."
"I will miss you Henry. Take care. Have a safe journey." I said in a broken tone.
"Goodbye Margarete. I'll miss you too." He said and I slipped my hand gently out of his hold to let him go. It was like my heart was torn in half. He was taking away my strength with him.
He took some steps back looking at me and waved me goodbye. Then he turned around and walked away. He turned around and look at me for the last time and then gave me a flying kiss. I caught his kiss in my hand and kissed it. Then I saw him getting disappeared in the crowd.
He had promised me that he will call me as soon as he reach there.
"Patrick! drive." I ordered my old driver.
Upon reaching my palace, I took Kal to my room and ordered my maid to bring coffee.
I was feeling hell dizzy and tired. Don't know why I was feeling bloated and crazy.."Take care of Kal. Make sure he gets his food and water at correct time." I said while taking the coffee mug from her hand.
It was about 11 p.m and I still didn't feel like sleeping. I was missing him so bad. I leaned against the headboaord shedding tears of lonliness. Kal who was laying on the floor saw me sobbing and came to me. I hugged him and he licked my face while trying to comfort me.
"I am already missing him so much. Are you too?" I asked Kal like he was about to answer me.
With that an idea popped in my mind. I tied kal with his leash and brought him downstairs to the garage. I sat in my Audi with him and started driving to Kensington. I wanted to spend the night at his apartment.
I had the key to his apartment with whom I unlocked the door. I went to his bedroom while Kal went to lay on the sofa. It was probably his favourite place to relax.
I opened Henry's closet to take out a button up shirt. This shirt always looked best on him. The closet was scented with his favourite perfume. I looked at his dresser which was full of expensive perfumes. He had a thing for fragrances.
I took off my dress and threw on his shirt. It was quite loose on my petite figure. I laid down on the bed and tucked myself in the duvet. As I slept through the night, I could feel his arms wrapped around me. His musky scent hitting my senses, his breath.
I slipped out of my peaceful slumber as my phone rang. I grabbed it in my hand while I was still sleepy. It was his number. I accepted the call immediately and put the phone to my ear.
His sweet voice poured into my ears. "Margarete how are you? I am at Los Angeles airport waiting for my next flight."
I couldn't contain my emotions and broke into tears." H-Henry!! I miss you so much. I am so alone."
"Margarete my love please don't cry baby. Where are you right now. Were you sleeping?" He asked so politely that I melted.
"I am at your apartment Henry. I was missing you badly so I brought Kal here with me. He is in the lounge. I was sleeping on your bed." I told him in a broken voice.
"What? You are there alone? Margarete! Did you lock the door properly. I am now worried about you." He sounded really worried.
"Don't worry Henry. I am fine here. I have locked the door properly and checked it twice..it's, it's a strange feeling. I don't really know. I am feeling dizzy wait..I need to go to the bathroom.." I ran to the bathroom with the phone still in my hand. The urge to vomit was intense. I placed the phone on the shelf and vomited in the sink twice..
After washing my face and hands I grabbed the phone again. Henry was still on the phone." Margarete what happened? Are you alright?" He sounded quite worried.
"Yes I am. I think I have eaten something wrong. Don't worry. I am fine." I said while sitting on the bed.
"Ok babe. Please take care of yourself and see the doctor if you feel unwell. I gotta go catch my next flight. Take rest babe. Talk you later. B.bye."
"Bye Henry." I said and hung up.
I placed the phone on the shelf and started to think about the upcoming day. I was really not well and I had lied to him about my condition. The dizziness was now increasing with time...
YOU ARE READING
"Poison" The Cure For Love [Completed]
FanfictionThey say love is poison but I live when I die for you everyday..