Creepypasta ramblings

I cant take it

Normal setup
The pastas split up after Ashley was put in the hospital. Andrea kept mumbling sorry, and was sniffling occasionally. "So, anyone know what the hell just happened?" Masky asked, looking at the others. "No." they all said, as the trip back became silent once more.
When they got back to the mansion, Andrea bolted up the stairs and locked herself in Helen's room. "Uhm, care to explain?" Jeff asked. "Not really, these two know more than me." Masky said, walking off. "Andrea went nuts and got out. She attacked me and Ashley. Ashley got the worst of it, as she's in the hospital with a knife wound in her chest. Specifically in her heart." The whole room gasped as Helen finished his sentence. "But how past her boundary of control was she?" Jane asked. "So far that when she snapped back she fainted." "Wow, that's the worst we've had since that Lovelilly... wait, you don't think, do you?" Jane started a thought, and let it hang in the room. "Well you can think that over, i'm going to go check on Andrea." Helen walked up the stairs he knocked on the door. "Go away! I don't wanna talk." "Andrea it's me, Helen." " NO, especially not you!" She sobbed from the other side, Helen flinched a bit as she yelled. "I'm not mad. I know that w...." "I don't care, it still was me! I hurt you. I tried to kill you. And I..i" She started crying. "I almost killed my best friend." her voice cracked as she broke down crying. "Andrea, we're all going to be fine. Just calm down, who knows what will happen if you don't. You could lose control and really kill us." She stopped crying and sniffed a few times. "Y..you really don't hate me?" "No, i'd never be able to hate you." She hiccuped and movement was heard beyond the door. The door opened and he walked in. The door closed and was locked "What do you need to talk about?" "I just wanted to make sure you're okay." "Thanks." she said, looking dejected "How do you still love a monster like me?" she muttered quietly, looking away. "You're not a monster." She flopped down on the bed. "I am, you saw what happened and what i became." "That wasn't you, a part yes, but not a part you could have controlled." Helen hugged her. "But..." "No more buts, just calm down and think straight." She nodded. "Thank you."