A 30-part romance smut fanfiction featuring Kim Jaejoong from TVXQ/JYJ.
"Your kisses make my heart skip a beat..."
This is the ultimate fan dream...
To be romancing your dreamboat for real...
And to further your romance into marriage...
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There was no call from Jaejoong for 3 days already. Kim thought they were really through. But Kim couldn't stop crying every single day. She cried herself to sleep each night and her eyes were both swollen from crying. Well, it wasn't that there was NO calls. Max and Xiah did call Kim and informed her about their schedule, asking Kim to go and see them. But Kim just couldn't bring herself to see Jaejoong again. It hurts. So Kim had to politely reject the guys saying that she had important stuff to do, etc. They also tried to persuade her to talk to Jaejoong. But each time they tried to put him on the line, Kim hurriedly said goodbye and ended the call before they could pass the phone to Jaejoong. No matter how painful it was, Kim did it, time after time. All the crying and sleepless nights finally hit Kim on the fourth day, and she was running a high fever. Unfortunately, there was no one available at home to take care of her. All her family members had gone overseas for their vacation. Kim stayed behind cos she thought she was gonna be with Jaejoong. But by the look of things, Kim was alone, heart-broken, and sick.
*Ring ring...*
The phone was ringing. Kim had to drag herself out of bed to the phone.
Kim: Hello...
Kim answered in a sickly tone.
There was no response.
Kim: Hello..who is this?
Thinking that it was probably a prank call, Kim slammed down the phone, and dragged her tired body back to her bed. Then the phone rang again. Kim was really pissed off. She was sick and delirious and this person's getting a kick out of prank calling her!
Kim: Hello! You'd better stop giving me prank calls or I'll call the police!
Kim was about to slam the phone down again when she heard a familiar voice reply.
Jaejoong: Baby...It's me...
It was Jaejoong. The sound of his voice stabbed Kim through the heart. She was too weak from the 40 degree fever to take this. Kim started feeling dizzy.
Jaejoong: Are you there? Can you hear me? I'm at your door now. Please let me in. We need to talk.
Kim dropped the phone, and steadied herself with the furniture to bring herself to the door. She opened the door, and once she saw him, her world spun around so fast that she couldn't take it anymore. Kim fainted.
When Kim awoke, she was already in the hospital's brightly-lit room, lying in the sickbed. Jaejoong had brought her to the hospital after she had fainted. All that Kim saw when she woke up was the empty room. No one was around.
Kim: He must have left...
Kim said to herself.
Overcame with grief, Kim turned over and started sobbing. Eventually she closed her eyes, and tried to sleep. Then Kim heard the door open when she was half-conscious. Kim was too tired to turn herself around to see who it was. Thinking that it must be the doctor or nurse, Kim didn't bother. Anyway, who else could it be? Kim felt a hand touch her forehead. It was warm and cozy. A familiar scent filled the room. There was something about the scent that made her feel at ease. Half- conscious from the medication, Kim could hear this.
Jaejoong: Why hasn't she woken up yet? It's all my fault. If I hadn't left that stupid room this wouldn't have happened. We were so much in love with each other. Nothing must happen to her or I'll never forgive myself.
Xiah: Come on hyung, it ain't your fault. Don't blame yourself for this. It's an accident. You both are just too much in love with each other to see how much you mean to each other. We, outsiders, can see the best. You're meant for each other. Don't worry she'll be fine. And you can get her to adorn her wedding ring finger with this ring when she gets better. We gotta go first, you'd better stay here with her since you're so worried.
The door opened and closed.
The guys had come to see Kim with Jaejoong. Now that they left, Kim was alone with Jaejoong in the room. Upon hearing this, Kim couldn't control herself anymore. When the door closed, tears fell down from Kim's eyes, she tried to hide them by hiding her face in the pillow. But Jaejoong heard her anyway.
Jaejoong: Baby are you awake? Did you hear what we just said? Open your eyes and take a look at me baby. Please...
Kim turned over slowly and opened her eyes. Jaejoong sat himself down beside her and wiped the tears from her face.
Jaejoong: You heard what we said right? That's what's making you cry right?
Kim nodded amidst her sobbing. But she couldn't speak as her throat was sore and dry from crying and the fever. Kim opened my mouth to speak but no words came out.
Jaejoong: It's OK, I understand. Max showed me the note you wrote to him. I know everything now. You weren't unwilling, you were just unsure of my feelings for you. Right?
Kim nodded, sobbing profusely. And Jaejoong kept wiping the tears from her eyes, holding her head.
Jaejoong: I guess you wouldn't mind, now that you know, that I make you wear this now right?
Jaejoong took out the ring from his pocket and took Kim's left hand. Awaiting for her nod of approval for him to carry on. Kim nodded. He slipped it in slowly and it was a perfect fit. He looked up at her face and held her head with both his hands, wiping the tears from her eyes.
Jaejoong: I love you.
Then Jaejoong kissed Kim. Kim was crying still, but she could still kiss him back. Then he gave her a long hug, letting Kim cry on his shoulders.
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