Shade 12

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Sad, as it maybe,
I had to break my Own heart,
too many nights, I sat there all torn apart
A dream girl,
Sitting under its own corrupted auspices sky
You the poet, in disguise
Telling white lies about, your love for me
Saying I'm a born from the sky....
A match, a queen, your muse, your everything
I'm no good, I admit this once more,
Your advice, I forever adorn

It's time to follow the crying crows and praise what is left
Afraid to listen
my rhymes weren't cutting it,
I release it all!
Your smiles, words, and worn out shoulders
I walked away
Silently--
I acted on
Without a word, in a fetal stage I awake
Tonight you carry a tune for others
A story of a man who stole my soul of sins
A poet, I long forevermore
Always, you will own the only sound that still beats inside
To live alone, in silence, asleep in my own world
I had to let go,
Of him, whose name I whisper in darkness
The only thing that remains is the echoes of pouring memories
I'd do anything
to savor your words, once more
but It's too soon to breathe again.
I hope you understand,
How can I continue to love when I don't even love myself?

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