*2 Days later*
Kenny's in bed. He's really tired from us taking care of Aubree for 2 days. We had kept her another night so Sherry could get some things done. I love Aubree. <3 Shes such a cute and amazing little girl. Its 3 oclock in the afternoon and I'm laying on the couch and watching t.v. I'm still in a lot of pain but Kenny's been taking care of me. We haven't gotten into a fight or anything. I love him.
Then I heard Kenny walking down the stairs, he's obviously not in a good mood at all. He looked tired and mad for some reason.
"Hi babe" I said.
"Um, hey" He muttered. Whats his problem? He walked into the kitchen.
"Babe you still didn't take the garbage out?!" He yelled. I got scared. Oh god please don't let him hit me, not now.
"Not yet" I replied calmly.
"Lazy ass bitch" I heard him say quitely under his breathe. I got up from the couch and looked at him.
"Excuse you?!" I said walking over to him. I wasn't trying to start a fight.
"I called you A lazy.....ASSS>.....BITCHH!!" He yelled in my face.
"Babe i just had surgery! I'm still in pain!! Have a heart !" I said.
"Too fucking bad! You deserved EVERYTHING that Spencer did you fucking bitch!" He screamed.
"You asswhole" I cried.
"Fuck you bitch go kill yourself! Nobody fucking loves you anyway. Good cry. Cunt! I hate you!!" He screamed. I cried.
"You dick!!!" I screamed. Then he did what I never thought he'd do. He punched me in my still swollen face 3 times. I screamed and feel to the floor. I immediatly felt the blood gushing out of my face. I screamed in pain and cried and he kicked me in my knee that I just had surgery on. I screamed even louder. WHY WAS HE DOING THIS?!?!?!
"Kenny stop!!! Please!! I love you!!!! Please stop!!!" I begged. He didn't. He kept kicking me in my stomach and face and knee. Then he jumped on top of me and jumped on my knee. He got off and kicked me in my face again. He walked away and sat on the couch. I was still in the kitchen, making a puddle of blood. I crawled into a ball and kept screaming and crying. I looked down at my knee and it was bust open, he tore the stitches and it was bleeding like crazy. I layed there crying and 5 minutes later I managed to get up and limp into the living room where he was sitting. I look him dead in the eyes.
"Do you feel better now kenny? Do you feel better know that you hurt me and you ripped my stitches open?!" I asked through my tears. "Do you feel like a MAN hitting me and seeing my cry?!!!" I screamed at him.
I was walking out of the door when he grabbed my arm.
"Babe no I-" He started but I cut him off.
"i know kenny I know, you hate me and wan't me to kill myself!!!!! Well I'm gonna make you happy cuz I'm gonna go and slit my own throat! But just remember when you find my dead body. YOU wanted it. Don't EVER, EVER, EVER talk to me again" I warned. I broke out of his grip and ran out of there. It hurts like fucking hell and I was bleeding the whole time I was running but I found the park a couple streets away and sat on a bench. I wasn't really going to kill myself but sometimes I wish I would. I sat down and I fainted from how much blood I lost.
Kenny's P.O.V:
I sat down on the couch and thought about what just happened. I can't believe i just fucking did that! Shes my babygirl! Her words really got to me when she asked if I felt better that I hit her and if I felt like a man hitting her and seeing her cry. NO, I didn't, WHY THE FUCK DID I DO THAT?!?!?!?!?! She better not kill herself, I'll kill MYSELF if she does! No, I HAVE to go find her. I got my first aid kit and ran out the door.
Nicky's P.O.V:
I woke up 2 hours later on the bench and remembered what happened. I broke into tears again. Then I heard someone calling my name from a few streets away.
"NICKY!" It yelled. I already knew it was Kenny.
"NICOLE!" He called again.
"Nick!" He yelled again.
"Nicole!!!!!!!" He yelled even louder.
A few minutes later I saw him walking towards the park. He sped up when he saw me. He sat next to me. I looked the other way and kept crying. How much more of this shit am I supposed to take?! He grabbed my hand and kissed it.
"Nicole, baby, look at me" He begged. I pulled my hand away.
"No don't touch me, don't talk to me, you wan't me to kill myself remember? You hate me remember?" I said though my tears. He grabbed my arm again and I flinched. It hurt. I pulled it away again.
"No don't touch me" I said. I got up slowly still dizzy and walked to the other bench. He followed me and sat next to me again.
"Get away from me, you hate me remember?" I asked. I got up and layed on the grass. I just layed their and cried. He layed down next to me.
"Nicky just please listen to me" He begged.
" Just leave me alone" I cried. I rolled around on the grass and stopped when I was away from him. He went way to far this time. He got up and layed next to me again.
"Babe please, look at me" He said.
"No, You don't love me anymore so I'll leave you alone and go back home and get beaten again. He'll probably kill me this time but who cares? Nobody loves me remember?" I asked. Still crying.
"No Nicole I didn't mean it. Please look at me" He said.
"No, I'm moving back to my dads" I stated.
"No your fucking not! Hell no" He said.
"Why? Its not like you care. You want me dead anyway!" I yelled still not looking at him.
"I do care! Baby I love you!!!!!" He said.
"Don't say that to me. I hate you. Don't talk to me anymore" I said getting up. I got up and started walking, I fell down so I just stayed there and kept crying. He walked over to me AGAIN and layed next to me.
"Babe, please" He said.
"No, I hate you" I said. I curled up into a ball. He sat me up and put his arms around me and layed them on my chest. He kissed my cheek. I got out of his grip and rolled away from him again. he rolled to me again. He put his arm around me tightly and I gasped.
"Let go it hurts!" I cried. He softened his grip a little but didn't let me go.
I got out of his grip again and curled up into a ball. He AGAIN sat me up. He put his arms around my waist. I wiggled and tried to get out of his grip but he wouldn't let go.
"Let me go!! I hate you!" I yelled.
"I hate you!" I yelled again.
"I love you and i'm not letting you go" He stated. I finally stopped trying to get out of his grip. I do love him but I can't keep getting hurt!
"Just let me go!" I yelled. I wasn't crying anymore.
"No! I will not!" He said.
"Just let go!" I yelled.
"No" He said again.
"Let me go Kenny. Now!" I demanded.
"Nope" He simply said. I struggled in his grip again put everytime I got out before I could get up he grabbed me again. He wasn't being rough or anything though. I finally gave up.
"Just let me goooo" I said getting angry.
"No" He said softly.
"Just let me go" I said. I started crying again.
"Please don't cry" He whispered in my ear and kissed it lightly.
