I popped two slices of bread into the toaster for myself and took a bottle of water out from the refrigerator. I felt Kenn'ys arms gently wrap around my waist from behind. He put his head on my shoulder and kissed my neck. I turned around in his arms and put my arms around his neck. He pecked my lips and started rubbing up and down my arms. I missed being cuddled into his arms like this, I felt protected.
"I love you baby" He said. I smiled.
"I love you too" I replied. He pulled away from me a tiny bit. He looked like he was hiding something..
"Promise?" He asked.
"Of course" I answered. He sighed. What was going on?
"Babe, I love you so much, your the only girl I'll ever wan't. But I need to tell you something" He explained. I knew it.
"Whats is it?" I asked.
"You remember that night I...raped you and beat you and then left you here alone?" He asked. Tears brimmed my eyes remember the first time he did that.
"Yeah I remember" I said, my voice cracking. He rocked me back and forth and kept kissing my head.
"Don't cry baby. But...that night I wen't out...and I was really drunk and I was high" He started. This was nothing new.
"And?" I asked.
"I had sex with Melissa that night" He said. Right then my heart broke into a million peices. He really doesn't love me. Tears immediately started streaming down my face. Melissa and I used to be friends, but then she turned on me and started bullying me.
I broke out of his grip.
"You really don't love me...y-you cheated on me...we're over" I said and started walking away. He grabbed my wrist gently and pulled me back to him.
"I love you, you're the only girl i'll ever love" He said. BULLSHIT.
"Tell that too Melissa!" I yelled. "It's over, I'm done, we're done. I'm moving out"
"Baby don't do this. I love you" He repeated. I wen't into the living room and grabbed my purse. I was about to walk out the door when he grabbed my arm.
"Don't do this Nicole. Yeah I was cheating on you but that-"
I cut him off.
"CHEATINGGG??!!! How many times was it Kenny? How many girls? Tell me the truth Kenny, right now!"
He sighed and hesitated before answering.
"8 different girls..12 times"
That was it. I ran out the door and nearly collapsed crying. I called Casey and told her what happened. I HATE him right now. How could he do that to me?! He really doesn't love me, he never has.
After 10 minutes I saw Caseys car pull up. She drove me to her house.On the ride there I told her everything that happened. I wen't into my room and collappsed on the bed crying.
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*2 hours later*
"NIc'? Can I come in?" I heard Casey's voice ask softly from the other side of the door.
"Yeah" I said through sobs. She came in and sat next to me on my bed. Oh and yeah, I have my own room at her house. She sat down next to me and hugged me.
"I'm so sorry Nicky. Thats screwed up" She said rubbing my back. I nodded. She smirked. Oh boy, what was she thinking? I giggled a bit.
"What?" I asked.
"You know what you have to do, right?" She asked. I shook my head.
"You need to show him how it feels! Kiss guys right in front of him! Make him jealous!" She said. I smirked knowing EXACTLY what I was Going to do