Supernatural One shots

It's not about the clothes

Summary- Dean x Reader - based on the prompt Why dont you model it for me? Reader struggles daily with self esteem issues and body issues that she is determined to keep away from Dean. But things get complicated when Dean joins her on a shopping trip .

AN/ as a side note very personal side note .. a lot of what i wrote about how the reader feels about herself in this fic . I have felt this way and sometime I still do . so for anyone that reads this and is struggling just know you are not alone !!! and you are beautiful !!

Clothes for most people were not a big deal . For some people the thrill of shopping for clothes was the best part. For others it was showing off new clothes to their friends trying to look their best.

    But for you it was the exact opposite  for someone who struggle daily with her looks and her weight . Clothes were only a way to hide yourself. To keep yourself and your flaws hidden away from the rest of the world.

  This was a hidden demon that you were fighting within yourself daily . You  refuse to let anyone else see your struggle. Especially Dean you couldnt remember a time when  you hadn't been in love with the green eyed hunter but self doubt you had always kept your feelings to yourself.

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  You sigh looking your closet   you had just thrown another pair of jeans away after a particular dirty hunt  and it looks like you would need to go shopping to get a couple new ones because you were low on  jeans.

    Hunting was not a easy or clean life and  clothes tended to get ruined in some cases more than others and lately it seemed that  you been running into more of the dirty ones than not.

So you were just going to have to face the music and go shopping .  You figure maybe Sam would go with you . It would be easier if he went . Dean would make you to nervous. You grab your wallet and went to find him.

    You found Sam in the library reading over some books. " Hey do you want to run out to town with me for a couple hours I need to grab some stuff at the store " you asked  . He looked up from his book

 " I wish I could but I am doing something for my mom right now she wanted me to  look up  this  spell work she ran into  on this case " he said indicating the book he was reading "  you nodded

  " Dean in the garage see if he can go with " Sam suggested  you sigh and headed towards the garage . Where you did find Dean working on his car  the hood up he was bend over the engine

  You try your best to ignore the way your heart skip a beat  at the sight.  " Hey got a min " you spoke up  " for you I have a couple " he said turning around and grabbing the beer that was set off to the side.

 " I need to run into town for a few things  " you said  "Can I use one of the spare cars  ?" you asked   "why I can just take you " he offered . " no it ok  you don't have to I need to go pick up some new  jeans and some shirt and well.. Shopping isnt my favorite thing in the world so why subject you to the pain as well " you said

    He grinned setting down the beer and turning around and shutting the hood of the car  " I appreciated  the thought but I think I can handle  myself  " he replied  and you sigh.   " well if you're sure " you said

 " yep I am " he said   pulling his keys from his pocket and heading towards the driver door.

You headed towards the passenger side trying to keep your emotions  in control.

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    All the way into town you kept telling yourself everything was going to be fine  . Just get in and get what you need. No reason to panic because Dean was with you  . Maybe you could convince him to  look in another shop while you do you shopping