When We Rise(Completed)

~2 Days Later, Coma, 2 Days of Hell before the Final Fire~

~Crystals POV~

It's been two days since Jax went in for surgery, and since then he's been in a coma, they say that they don't know if he's going to wake up or not. Since the accident I've been taking care of Abel and Thomas, they're amazing kids, and I hope that Jax wakes up soon for their sake. They really miss him, everyday Abel asks when his dad's coming home and all I can do is tell him that I don't know. Abel has grown accustomed to sleeping in mine and Jax's bed at night, he cuddles up to me and I hold him. He likes when I call him bear, he thinks that he's helping me and to be honest he kind of is. I love these boys, and everyday that I'm with them I feel more and more like I'm there mom. Jax never told me what happened to her, but I'm sure she was an amazing woman. As far as Juice goes he's been chained up in the garage at the club, I pay him a visit everyday just to let off some steam. I throw a few punches here and there, and then when I'm done I walk out and head home. Only then do I break down on my bedroom floor and pray that he comes home to me. When I woke up today I kissed Abels forehead before crawling out of bed careful not to wake him. I went to my closet pulling out a long sleeve crop top, with a pair of leather high waisted shorts, and my thigh high pointed toe high heeled boots. I sighed going to the bathroom and getting dressed, before putting my hair in it's usual low pigtails. I pulled out my make-up bag putting on a thin layer of black eyeliner, some mascara, and red and black smokey eye-shadow. I looked in their mirror and sighed before going back to the bedroom and seeing that Abel was still asleep. I shook my head going over and lightly rubbing his back as he rolled over and his blue eyes opened, I smiled.

"Morning bear."

He gave me a small sad smile.

"Mornin mama."

I smiled, and his eyes went wide as he sat up.

"I'm sorry."

"It's okay, I promise, you can call me mama if you want, or you can call me Crystal. Whichever you're more comfortable with, alright bear?"

He nodded his head.

"Thanks Crystal."

I smiled, but at the same time my heart dropped I've always wanted little ones of my own and when Abel called me mama it made my heart swell. However I can't ask him to call me something that he's not comfortable with, he'll call me mama or mom whenever he's ready. He's so young and yet he has suffered so much, he lost his mom and now his dads in a coma and his grandma and I are all he has at the moment. I love these boys like they're my own, I don't know what I'd do if anything happened to them, I was pulled from my thoughts by Gemma walking into the house. I hugged Abel and watched as he ran to his room before I went to talk to Gemma. She was sitting in the kitchen with a cigarette and a cup of coffee, I went and sat across from her, she gave me a small sad smile.

"The club wants to remove Juices ink tonight."

"As long as I'm the one with the torch I don't care when it happens, he's going to pay for this."

Gemma nodded her head.

"I hope you make him pay, he deserves everything he's gotten and everything he'll get."

"He will Gem, if I have anything to say or do about it he'll pay."

She nodded her head and I stood up going to check on the boys, I helped Thomas get ready for the day. When he was done I took him to the kitchen so Gemma could take care of him while I went to help Abel, I gave him a pair of jeans and a t-shirt before pulling on his shoes and tying the laces. I picked him up and carried him to the kitchen and sat him next to Gemma before kissing his and Thomas' head. I gave Gemma a hug before heading out to my cycle, I pulled on my helmet and started my trip to the hospital. I walked through the hall before reaching his room, I opened the door and walked in to see Jax's bright blue eyes looking right at me. I gave him a small smile with tears running down my face as I ran to him. He wrapped his arms around my waist and held me close while I placed scattered kisses all over his face ending on his lips. He smiled into the kiss before pulling away and leaning his forehead against mine, we looked into his eyes.