The Big Secret

Chapter 17

Lexi's POV:

It was time to tell Brain the truth of what I did and what I was. I'm scared he will through me away and even reject the truth, but it's time to come clean. It's time that I let my demons out to play. " Brain, what I am about to tell you might even make you scared if me. You will hate me, but you want to know the truth don't you?" I look down not wanting him to see how scared I am to tell him. So scared to lose this perfect moment with him. "Lexi, whatever you about to tell me I promise won't break our friendship. Even though I know u like me more that just a friend." I was slightly nock off guard there, but I stood in place. Ready to show not all angels got good in them, that some angels are born out of darkness. "Okay, I'm ready. It was last year during semester. Pieter and I was on our way home from a long day of school. We were so tired and wanted to go straight home. Yet something dark stopped us. I remember as my brother Pieter made his way out of his car at this one stop next to the woods. He also got the weird dark feeling and wanted to know where it was coming from. I beg him to come back in the car and that we just needed to go home, but he didn't listen. Instead he just step further and further into the woods. Scared to be left alone I followed him. We came into a clearing and saw my ex's sister Ravana doing some black magic. My brother tried to stop her instead she killed him with her magic. The thing is when uptights demand magic the only way to get it is to do black magic and do a deal with the devil himself. She trade her soul for power. She only had darkness inside herself. She didn't even flinch when she killed my brother. I cried out that she will be sorry and I will kill her for murdering my brother. I gotten so mad that someway my drooler side and uptight side mended together and gave me unlimited power. I just shot out a blast of energy so strong it knock out Ravana instantly. Yet I wanted to kill her. So I got on top of her and just hit her over and over again. I killed her cold blooded just like she killed my brother. When I turned around I saw that Lukas was watching me as I killed his sister. I started to stand and pulled my brothers body away. I eventually got to the car and drove off to my house where I did the sacred oath to break my bondage with Lukas, because I know he would never forgive me for killing his sister. I was on the running ever since. Yet Lukas found me again. He killed my father and almost killed my mother as well. I don't know if it will ever stop. Just that Lukas and I were mates and I messed everything up just because I gotten mad at his sister. I'm scared of myself Brain. I'm scared that I will hurt someone close to me again. I'm no angel. Yet they say I'm a beautiful angel. They just don't see that I also got darkness inside my soul." I started to cry after admitting everything. Yet Brain still just hug me closer and closer until all what was left was silence. "Lexi, it's not your fault that your brother died or your father died. It's not your fault you didn't knew your own strength. Yes it's scary the first time, but you are not bad Lexi. Hush now. You are not the only one who has been hiding stuff around. I also had a secret, but sleep now okay. We will go out tomorrow and I will tell you my secret. I will arrange with our parents that we will not go to school. I will Handel everything. Sleep now. I got you." With that I still cried a little, but eventually I fallen asleep. I got no nightmares that night as I lay protected in Brain's arms.

Finally one of the big secrets are out. What are your views about Lexi now. Can you blame her for killing a girl who killed her brother. Do you still like Lexi or do you hate her... let me know....

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