Did He Say The 'L' Word?

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Shania P.O.V:

I woke up and looked down I sighed at myself in frustration I can't believe I did this it wasn't even a full day ugh fuck. I put my clothes on and fell out of bed I sigh. I miss my old bed dear lord how will I survive. I got my tooth brush and brushed my teeth and washed my face I guess I was the only one up I went into the kitchen and guess what? there wasn't shit in the refrigerator I slam it in frustration.

"Fuck this bus" I said mad as hell. Someone got out there bed I looked it was Craig he did all the stuff I did and check the refrigerator and he sigh I chuckled he looked at me.

"What you laughing for?" he smiled scratching his head sitting next to me.

"I did the same shit but Instead I slammed it." He laughed.

"Man I'm hungry as hell" I nod my head in agreement.

"I feel ya nigga wake up hungry and ain't got any food in the frigerator" He chuckled.

"yeah man I miss home and more likely" he came closer to me. "Curshonda also" He whispered.

"Do something for her make her feel like you love and miss her"

"The thing is we both did something and I know what I did but I don't know what she did" He explained.

"How you know she did something?"

"She said something about us both not being loyal"

"Oh what you do?"

"I...Uh...Cheated." He through me into shock. Like Craig Crippen Cheated he was always about being in a good relationship. "I know but I was gone for 2 months with out sex and It was pressure" I Felt even worse I don't want to lose Michael. My phone rang it was Michael I left the hang out room and went into my bunk.

"Hello" he said.

"Hey babe" I said a little sad.

"What wrong?" he asked me.

"Nothing I just sigh. Miss y'all"

"We miss you too Zion called telling me Daya misses you" I paused and started tearing up. "Shania?" I sniffed.

"I'm here"

"Don't Cry please don't you making it harder for me"

"I got to go.... Get Dressed love you"

"Love you too" With that I hung up and just laid there. My curtains where removed I looked back and it was Anijah And Curshonda they came in comforting me I just cried and cried.

"It's going to be okay" Anijah said.

"Yeah When we come back to Cali you can see them" Curshonda said trying to cheer me up.

"Y'all were stopping at Ihop and were in Kansas" Rayan said opening my Curtain. "whats wrong with her?" He asked.

"Home sick"Anijah told him.

"ooo okay" He said shaking his head "let me talk to her cause obviously y'all ain't doing a good job cheering her up." I laughed a bit in the corner. They smacked they lips and left. "Look Shania I know it's hard to stay away from the ones you love but see When I was 9 I was never home See I use to crump dance with a group called Tommy the Clowns Going show to show state to state missing my family but what I didn't realize is that I had another one right in my face Tommy the Clown was my family also they feed me, Made me feel welcome, Taught me about doing what I love. The moral to the story is If your not home you have a second one" Man I was speechless Rayan was so right so right I just wanted to clap but instead I hugged him.

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