From Time (Abused Sequel)

I Miss This

Shania P.O.V:

Did he just say the L word oh god. I walked out the bathroom passing him.

"You don't mean that so take it back." I said hopping in my bunk pulling my curtains he pulled them back and hopped in my bed.

"Yes I do I do mean it I still love you I miss you so much I miss your Smile, Your kisses, your slow moments and all I still love you when I see you with Michael I be wishing I was in his spot I don't like you with him to be honest Yeah he a cool but I want you I just want it to be me, You, and Daya just us" A tear fell from my eye cause I feel the same but then I don't. "I know you feel the same too but I also know what's stopping you and it's from me hurting but i'll work on it." He sounded so serious. He wrapped me in his arms and brought closer to him I could feel him breath on my neck I tried so hard not to giggle. I turned faced him.

"Jacob I love you too but I'm over it now I mean It's so long ago I mean Jacob Just give up Cause you never show what you say so just trying-"

"No I won't cause your something I want and love and I'm not giving up on you and I do mean what I say." I rolled my eyes.

"NO JACOB OBVIOUSLY YOU DON'T you just like literally fucked a chick on top of my bunk and know you and Curshonda did something so just save it Michael treats me 10 times better then you ever did he actually loves me and shows it I can TRUST him." He sigh.

"See how you know he ain't fucking someone? did he call make sure you that you were okay? I don't think so so I'm not the only bad guy and Michael is not perfect the guy who does right all the damn time so save it do you think relationships are suppose to be perfect? NO it's not. And don't come crying to me when he fucks up" I got heated.

"Jacob you know what no He's not perfect but he is to me he take care of me and Daya He put us before anything and I never said our relationship is perfect so fuck out of here with all that I'm the one who fucked by sleeping with you and yes you might as well give up cause me and you will never happen EVER!" He just stared at me from my eyes to my lips it was creepy as hell so I turned over He removed my hair kissing the back of my neck to my jaw bone Sliding his hand under my shirt unhooking my bra. "Jacob no" I said moving his hand away and he kept going at it "NO JACOB STOP FOR REAL!" I yelled he brought my face to his and kissed me I tried pushing him off but the kiss got passionate I did the unexpected and kissed him It got rough he pulled me onto him I bend down to kiss him as both of his hands grabbed my ass. I Know I'm going to regret this I know I am but it's Just something about Jacob ugh.

A Couple Of Days Later:

I woke And checked my phone and no call or text from Michael it was weird very weird I even tried calling him but no answer I have been deeply thinking of what Jacob been saying but nah it can't be Michael would never. But I walked in to everyone on the bus talking and Chatting I did my morning and sat down chatting with everyone else then I had an Idea.

"You guys I have an Idea how about I post some thing on Instagram about a fan call like all the fans have to do is drop there numbers and we private call them".I suggested.

"Okay" They all agreed. I posted something on Instagram and the comments blew up.

"What's the limit?" Curshonda asked.

"20 each" Curshonda shook her head "what?" I asked.

"That's too much"

"okay 10" We all picked numbers and started calling it was fun per-person had 5 minutes and on to the next one then it was time for practice.