From Time (Abused Sequel)

Tension

Shania P.O.V :

Jacob was in between my legs cause I was playing with his hair, Besides that we were talking about throwbacks laughing and all It was 3 in the morning and we have a concert.

" Man Jacob it's so cool" I shivered its only cause I'm half naked He put his hands on my legs his hands was so warm. " Jacob yes oh my god your hands are so warm" I grabbed his hand and held it warming mines. He giggled.

" They can work somme wonders"

" omg yes- Wait boy shut up" he chuckled he turned faced me I closed my legs by crossing them he open them back open working his way in between my leg laying us on the bed pecking my lips while his warm hands wondered my body which case me to shiver. And the night he gave me pleasure without me having to do anything.

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I was awoken by someone it got clear and I saw Curshonda I groaned and saw jacob next to me on his phone then I looked back at Curshonda lost?

"What?" She shook her head.

" Today is time for practice we have 3 shows soldout today" I sigh " and this on is real early and the last one end at 11 tonight" I was so tired honestly I didn't want to do it what I really want to do is cancel but my fans didn't bye there tickets for nothing and I'm just being a lazy slob so that ain't gone happen. I nod my head then she walked. I turned my veiw looking at Jacob just tracing out his features he stopped what he was doing and turned looking at me looking at me weird. I got out of bed stretching then felt a poke on my but I quickly looked back and Jacob quickly got back to his phone. I smirked shaking my head walking into the bathroom flickering the lights on and stared at myself and sigh. Lately I've been feeling really ugly and like shit I don't know what it is but I'm not liking it.

"I am.....Beautiful" I whispered quietly to myself with a sigh.I got my clothes from my suit case and shut the door behind myself locking it, I finally got undressed and got in the shower just standing there thinking, But my thoughts were interrupted by knocking at the. " What Jake?!" I semi-yelled.

" Let me in"he banged on the door.

" NO WAIT TILL I'M OUT PLEASE!" I quickly said.

"why?" I shook my head ignoring him it's just I don't feel beautiful or special anymore so why let him see me like this anymore? am I even good enough for him? "WHY!?"

" CAUSE I DON'T WANT YOU TO SEE ME LIKE THIS!"He stopped and I guess left then I finished up showering and wrapped myself with a towel then in comes Jacob he got in with a credit card I looked at him crazy, He started walking up on me.

"What you mean I can't see you like this?" I shook my head nothing

" just drop it and let me get dressed please" He just stared at me. " YOU CAN'T HEAR LEAVE!" I demanded he did as told shutting the door. I got dressed and did my hair and make up then exit the bathroom.

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It was our time to rehearse and Anijah was eyeballing me every since we started I want to smack her shit but I'm professional but on second thought fuck that we on break. I walked up to her.

" um is there a problem?"She rolled her eyes dropping her bag.

" look bitch you ain't gone drop me cause you need me as much as I need you in so please stop frontin infront of all of the people in here Like Shania you can't bully like you use to anymore so don't get too on caught up in ya feelings just cause you famous and DON'T forget where you came from trick" I laughed.

" Look yeah thats were your wrong BITCH I never bullied you I always tried to make yo ass tougher cause hoes use to buck but you didn't and I see that shit payed off cause look where it got your ass sticking up for yourself, defending YOURSELF but don't try talked to me crazy trick and first of all Your all wrong AGAIN your really irreplaceable I can change you in a snap of a finger and the only person who flexin is you like cooome on Anijah lets be real if we were back home your ass wouldn't say shit but just look like a deer in head lights so fuck outta her with all that." She crossed her arms laughing

" back home? ooooooh we gonna go that far oh okay lets start HOE the girl who was Sending nude pictures of her self just to get attention-"

" Anijah stop for real" Curshonda warned stepping in the way Anjiah slightly pushed Curshonda out the way.

" nah its just getting started the girl who used to get raped by her own step dad who swear she the shit now and just Ms. Perfect. The girl who had Michael and cheated on him with Jacob like Shania come on we can go through this all day and keep everything 100" I just stared at her with tears forming my eyes I saw everyone in the corner of my eye then my blood started boiling Curshonda stepped infront pushing me away. I pushed her off me nodding my head walking away I into a private room where none could find me. I sat down and cried silently, like this just really happen I mean even if we ain't cool now she said that out loud in the open like that was fucked up and I know I'm a good person Cause I for one didn't expose her shit or didn't beat her ass like UGH. I got my blade and thought fully through this and Pressed the tip of the blade into my arm flinching at every moment I made with it. It burned so bad but it was an like a big stress feeling lifted of my shoulder after that I sigh I in got up minutes later looking for a light and  flicked it on to find a big towel I got it and pressed it to my arm and squealed then after being to my self I walked out of the room and went to my dressing room and got my first aid kit and put some alcohol on it I screamed in pain swinging it back and forth quickly letting the air hitting it I looked at it and blood was still coming out I wiped it and wrapped a gernal around it and taped it then pulled my sleeve down and went back to the main room. Some people were up there some people wasn't I walked to Shi.

" where is everyone?"

" looking for you chile" I looked around. " are you okay?" I nod my head.

" yeah I'm good but can you call everyone back?" I asked. she nod and did as told minutes later I saw everyone even Anijah I walked to her looking directly at her then we were face to face. " I forgive you.....so lets go you two" everyone looked at me crazy. " what?" I asked smiling.

" Shania are you high?" Curshonda asked I laughed

" no so lets go people"  I said clapping everyone but me, Anijah, and Curshonda where one stage getting back to stage. I know I caught them off gaurd but why hold a grudge I mean now I know to be. cautious about what I say that's all.

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Jacob P.O.V:

The concerts where all for one over Like finally but today hass been real tense starting by how Anijah did Shania so wrong in so many ways I even ready to fight her but Shania is so smart cause if I was Shania fuck everything it would have been me and her. We are all going somewhere Shi and Payton taking us all . We finally arrived there and we where some how on top of a cliff.

" uh where are we?" Breanna asked.

" A mountin see we took the easy way out and rode her."Shi said  we all sat down with a big basket full of food its like a picnic.  " Y'all see that?"She pointed to a Screen With a movie playing it was so nice I mean we are on a big ass mountin, eating and Watching a Movie and it's only us. I looked at Shania as she was sipping on her drink all alone. Even though she forgave Anijah I know she is still mad and also hurt I got up walking to her sitting down wrapping my arm around her.

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