Who Should I Choose?

I Will Not

Aliyah

I don't want to live with any of them. After i left my so called Dad's house i head back to Carly's house. On fortunately her mom is going to be coming home tomorrow.

I guess her bring Shawn over is going to change for a while.

"Your home early. " I heard Carly say as i open the door.

" Yea, you know didn't really turn out that well but i was expecting it. "

" Al why don't you just let it go, you have to let them come around, i know your hurting but thank god that you have a father who still cares for you."She says seriously.

"Carly I'm not really in the mood okay, i don't want to here anything about them, and that Blake he can go kiss my ass for all i care, thinks that because we are so called related he can tell me what to do, i wont have any of it and I will not forgive any of them and I most certainly will not fucking live with any of them, i fucking hate them." I say in a rush.

"Look Al i know everything is going fast for you with your Dad coming back and all, but he's here now and that's all that matters. Everything that happened in the pass let it stay in the pass. And Blake he is your friend and he is now your family so........ "

" Don't you dare say we are family Carly, we are not and then they are going to say we are so called twins we don't even have the same last fucking name, what kinda of fucked up situation is that." I ask

"Al you guys do have the same last name, you just never asked. " she says calmly.

She sounds like her Mother.

Patient but calm.

I hate this side of her.

It makes you weak.

I am not doing this.

I will not do this.

I will not

" Ill be in my room okay."I said walking a way.

"Remember you cant hide forever Al. "She says slowly as i walk up the stairs.

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Monday mornings are never my favourite. You have to wake up early and get ready so you wont be late on the first day.

I just hate it.

More over Carly didn't stop banging on my door until i open it.

Now i was pissed at the world.

People need their beauty sleep you know.

8 hours sleep is not enough.

And in the mornings you really want to sleep.

I got up anyways and got ready. Throwing on some clothes i head down stairs to see Carly and her mom eating break fast.

Wait her mom came.

"Good morning." I greeted

"Oh hey cherry pie. "Carly's mom greets. back

She always call me that.

One of her cute little Nick names for me.

The others irritate Carly so she mostly stick with that one.

" Did you come in last night?". I ask her.

"Yes after 3. " she answers.

" And your up now?". I ask again.

"Yes i have work."She answers me.

"Not everyone like to sleep as much as you do Al. "Carly register in my mind.