Who Should I Choose?

You Bitch, You Did It

Hey guys now this chapter is going to be a shock.

I wont tell you what happens. You will have to read and tell me what you think. By that i mean to comment.

Aliyah

I didn't go to school yesterday but i plan to go today. I got ready and of course Ryder had gone home so i was all alone.

I got to school on time and was on my way to my first class when i saw Kayne from a far storming towards me.

"Your such a bitch you know that, Aliyah you did this, you killed Dad, you killed your own father ". She screamed

" Hello to you too Kayne, but tell me something why didnt you come to my house to tell me that,  you had to wait until i come to school, so what, you think your precious friends can help you, get this in that big fucking head of yours, im not afriad of you, and never will, so you have a choice, you can get the fuck out of my way or i let your blood spill and rest you beside that piece of shit you call a father". I hissed. I don't know but i feel heartless today.

"You know what i would like to see that, your a killer, and I will never forgive you".

"I dont want your fucking forgiveness, do i look like i give a fuck what happens to you, do i look like i give a fuck what you do, do i look like i am in need of your fucking forgiveness, bitch go get a life because sorry to say you dont have one so go fuck youself". I said in ending.

"I hate you,  your a disgrace to my family".

"Oh my gosh, i am so happy that someone hates me, and seriously family, you call that a family, getting rapped from you were like 12 years old from your so called loving father's business men and getting abused from him every evening, you might be afraid of him but im not, you can go into his black coffin for all i care". I said darkly.

Tears ran down her eyes and I stare  her dead in the eyes.

"You so cold you know that". She said

"Yea, because you all made me cold". I said and walk away. "Oh and by the way, stay the fuck out of my way from now on".

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I head to class and through the entire class i heard nothing that Miss Gloria had to say.

I'm just sick and tired of everything.

I stepped out of class before the bell ran and head to the most dangerous place on the school, where the gang leaders normally hang out. They would smoke, pick trouble and do all manner of evil there. I walk into the hall way where i could find them and stopped when i saw three boys.

"Hey pretty girl what are you doing in a place like this". One of the guy ask me.

"You know, its pretty dangerous for a sexy girl like you to be here all by your self". Another said.

"I'm looking for Chase". I said.

"Why?". A next guy said.

All three of them walk around me and I cross my arms and look at them.

" Is he here or what?". I asked

"Who wants to know ". I heard another voice and Chase stepped out.

" Hey Chase". I said.

"What are you doing here, if Ryder ever finds out I'm de... ".

" He wont, i just need this right now,  please". I pleaded.

"How much?".

"Just a pack". I told him.

"Aliyah that's too much, if anything ever happens to you my Brother will never forgive me". He says.

"And I said he wont, this is my choice okay, if you don't then you will be sorry because ill just jump off a cliff". I said about to walk away.

"Okay here, but please be careful don't mix it with anything, especially liquor". He warns me.

"This is not going to be your fault, its mine, ill take all the blame".

"See you around". He tells me and I head out and to the parking lot after growling at the three boys.

Without going to another class i just head home. I'm just tired of everything, on my way i stopped at a bar and bought a high class liquor that was more than strong and if mixed with anything else it can be deadly.

Chase said not to mix it but i really don't care right now. If i die Ryder just has to move on.

I drove down the street and I took out the package that Chase had given to me. I poured out some of the liquor in my mouth alone with the white powdery substance.

At least five times i did that until i couldn't see clearly. My gaze was blurry and I could no longer see the road.

Everything was as if it was moving slower than usual, but non the less i poured more and more liquor into my mouth with the substance.

I was getting hot and my breath hitched. I heard a loud commotion and I was out.

Omg what the hell!!?

Dear Jesus

Why did she do that

Is she dead?

What will happen now?

What will Ryder do?

So many questions and no answers😱😕😯