There's that time of uncertainty
Not clear to me
Of what energy
I need from a person.
People come and go,
They try to get close
But no.
I just can't.
I really try,
But in my mind
I feel like it's all a lie
I want to believe it,
All of it.
To trust someone.
But that's the thing.
What is really trust,
When everyone ever wants
Is to have something physical
Rather than that
Emotional connection.
I don't feel anything for a person.
The lack of care
The lack of love
It s hard to get close
So I need space.
Space to figure it out
Without giving a doubt.
So as I am here in the dark,
Of my thoughts,
I will not let you in close
You need to earn it.
Earn my general liking.
