Liam Loves Me...

I slowly started to drift off to sleep, trying so hard to forget what had happened over the last few weeks. I wanted to forget him, and everything associated with him. He would be the reason for all the tears I had cried, the blood I shed, and the people I had lost. If he hadn't come into my life, it would have been a better place, but then again, if he hadn't come into my life, I wouldn't have been able to experience my first love. He was my first everything, and now because of him I can find a second love because he is gone. I remember him saying, if you have two loves go with the second one because if you can love a second you have gotten over the first. I am not nearly over him, although now that I know he isn't coming back, it will be a little easier. All the memories we had, the laughs we shared, those deep conversations at all hours of the night, the secrets that were too secret to tell anyone other than each other, and most of all, the love we both felt for one another. He left still loving me, I still love him, but he is never coming back, I know that if he could he would but he isn't. This is our love story.

7 weeks earlier...