TordEdd

Love ~ 6

Oh fare warning I'm going to include self harm in this chapter!!!

//Third Person Pov//
It was just a normal day...well mostly...Tom and Matt went out to the store and Edd was downstairs drinking cola and watching tv while Tord was getting out of the shower. Lately Tord has been having more depression issues...it's been a problem since he was kid. He didn't ever tell anyone.

//Tords Pov//
I looked in the mirror and noticed I was crying...crap I shouldn't of thought of it... Lately I kept thinking that Edd doesn't really love me and Tom didn't forgive me and everything was just a mess. I was still having these thoughts so I took out the piece of glass I had hidden and took it up to my arm. I slashed it across my arm watching if bleed...then I did it a second time..third. For some reason I liked the way the pain felt when I slashed the glass against my skin...but then I realized I was crying so much at this point that it was hard to stop..that when I heard Edd..."Tord? Are you ok in there?" Shit.. I thought I needed to cover up the cuts!!

//Edds Pov//
I went to go check on Tord and heard him crying in the bathroom. "Tord? Are you ok in there??" I knocked on the door. "Y-Yeah I'm fine!!" This i knew was a lie I could hear him crying. "Tord don't lie to me I know you're crying." I heard him unlock the door and open it. He had streaks going down his face from crying and he had his arms behind his back. "Tord?? Why are you hiding your arms?" "N-No reason.." I sighed and grabbed his arms. My eyes widened. "Have you been cutting yourself again?!" He nodded. "Tord...why?" I looked at him softly. "B-Because Edd! I feel like everything these past days has all been a joke between us and that you just felt sorry for me and that Tom didn't really forgive me he just said it because of you!" He was crying again. I hugged him. "Tord..don't you ever think like that! I love you and I always will...don't let your depression get to you I don't wanna see you hurting yourself." I took him over to the sink to clean up his cuts.

//Tords Pov//
My breath hitches from the pain as Edd was cleaning my cuts. "Sorry.." He said every now and again. After he cleaned then and bandaged them he looked at me. "Tord...please if your having problems like this again please come to me...and don't you ever think that I don't love you or that Tom didn't really forgive you...cause I DO love you and that'll never change..you're MY love. Plus Tom really has forgiven you I see the way he smiles around you and how nice he is." I saw him smiling but tears were building up in his eyes. I wiped them away. "Okay I promise I'll come to you if I ever feel depressed again...and I love you too and always will." I laughed. "I also understand that Tom had forgiven me but I sometimes let my emotions get the best of me.." When we had both calmed down I got dressed and headed downstairs to see Tom and Matt looking at me. "You heard everything didnt you..." They just nodded in agreement. Well fuck..