TordEdd

Stop ~ 14

Self harm beware~

//No Ones Pov// (Sorry for misspells and such I did this in the car)

In the morning Edd woke up in an empty bed. 'Tord must've gone downstairs.' He thought to himself while stretching and rubbing his eyes before getting up. He went downstairs and saw everyone up. "Morning Edd!" Matt said cheerfully. "Morning Matt." He smiled and went to make some cereal. Tom and Tord were in a quiet conversation. Edd questioned it but didn't say anything. After he made his bowl of cereal he sat down and ate.

~Time skip cause I feel lazy~

Edd had gone out to the store to get more cola and other stuff they needed.

//Edds Pov//
I was walking through the isles getting stuff for the house when a girl came up to me. "Hi there!" "Hi." "I'm Tay what's your name??" "I'm Edd." She giggled. "That's a cute name for a cute guy like you. You wanna go out sometime?" She looked down and I know she saw my ring. (Yes Tord have him a promise ring ^~^) "Oh so you're married??" "N-No..." "Oh so you're single?" "No..." "Oh....well why don't you ditch your girl for a better one like me~" That was not pleasing to me. "I'm not dating a girl." She look at me. "Wait...YOURE GAY?!?" "Yeah have a problem?" (Boy got sass~) She backed up. "Uh n-no I'm sorry for bothering you!" She ran off to her friend. I smiled. I was quite pleased with that.

~ After le store~

I walked in to find Tord standing at the door with Tom. They were both looking at me. I walked past them and put the stuff down in the kitchen and they were still looking at me. "Why are you guys staring at me??" "Because you never told us about your panic attacks.." I heard Tom say that. I froze...I couldn't move. 'Crap please don't tell me this is happening now!' I felt myself start to shake. 'Crap crap I can't move!!!!' Tom started to walk over to me to confront me more. "Edd why didn't you tell us??" He gave me a stern look. I couldn't talk...couldn't move. Crap this was bad! Why now?!? "Edd? Don't give me the cold shoulder..I just wanna help." I felt tears come to my eyes. "Edd??" Tord was now walking over as well. I still couldn't move I knew I was having a panic attack. I was shaking, I couldn't move, I was on the verge of crying, and I felt like I couldn't breathe. "Edd??" I heard them repeat my name. Finally I felt my body unfreeze and I ran off to the bathroom. "Edd?!?" I heard Tord yell. I could hear the worry in his voice. But I was to focused on stopping my panic attack at the moment. I subconsciously grabbed the razor, lifted my sleeve and dragged the razor across my arm. My panic attack started to stop. I heard a knock at the door and dropped the razor. The doorknob twisted. 'I didn't lock the door?!?' That's when the door opened and Tord walked in and stared at me. "Edd!! What the hell!!" He rushed over and turned on the water and started to clean up my arm. "Why would you do this?!?" "It stopped my panic attack that's why I didn't respond I couldn't move or anything!!" I started crying again and once Tord got my arm bandaged and stuff he then hugged me. "Please don't do this again...you don't know how much you worry me...how much this hurts me, I don't want you to hurt yourself just please....tell me when this happens again.." I sighed. "Okay...I will I promise."