YOU CAN'T BREAK ME (watty awards 2014 )

TRUTH

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CHAPTER 6

ANYA P.O.V

I woke up with pains and aches all over my body. He was really rough this time on me. My body shivered at the thought of him touching me. Love making he called It love making. What a joke. More like raping. That monster can keep doing as he pleases and I can't do anything.

"aaaaaaah" I screamed.

Nothing. it's useless I will never escape. Never see my family. Never feel love. No children. Nothing. Nothing. Zilch. Shit..Shit..Shit..why me?

"Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah" I screamed at the top of my lungs.

"Anya Calm down child your causing more pain to your self" Alex murmured.

"Pain? Pain? Your not the one being raped every night. So don't tell me about pain Alex" I screamed at her.

"I feel everything you do Anya. After all I am a part of you" she sighed "I am trying to make contact with our pack but I can't connect to them. I can't link with anyone Anya. I have tried but something is blocking me each time" I felt Alex's distress. "I am sorry. I am a useless wolf " she cried.

I felt really bad but I couldn't say anything because I was angry. Angry at everything. Why haven't my pack found me? Where are my parents? Have they forgotten about me? All these thoughts were making me crazy.  Five freaking years and they couldn't find me. How hard can it be?

"Aaaaaaaaaaaaagh" I screamed but then I jumped as I heard the door opening. I took a sigh of relief when I smelt it was Lucas.

"Hi Anya. Here I bought you your favourite today, pancakes with strawberries and lots of syrup just the way you like them. I have also got you some chocolate" he said softly.

My stomach growled at the delicious smell of pancakes.

"Yum I'm starving Lucas" I said quietly.

I took the plate hungrily and he chuckled. I quickly ate my food like my life depended on it. Oh this was heaven, wow.

"Yummy thank you Lucas" I said shyly

"You're  welcome sweet heart " Lucas said.

I felt my heart flutter when he called me sweet heart. I felt my cheeks burning, I felt happy . What? Why do I feel happy? I was thinking.

"Because his a good and kind man and he would look after us" Alex Chuckled.

I nearly choked on my own spit. Alex just kept chuckling .

"You know you like him Anya. He will love us" She said again and I was confused, veryyyyyyy confused.

"UHmmmm" Lucas coughed

I looked at him even though his features weren't clear, I remembered the first timeI had met him. His dark hair falling above his stormy grey eyes. He was about six Foot two. Lean build but with just the right muscle and oh how can I forget those dimples. yum yum. Wait..Yum yum? What the hell I am thinking? I have finally lost the plot. Yep. I'm finally crazy. 

Cough! Cough! Lucas chuckled.

"Oh sorry Lucas. What did you say?" I felt my cheeks burning.

"Are you blushing by any chance Anya?" he chuckled again and my heart melted when I saw his dimples.