Sotus: The Gear of My Heart [completed]

Chapter 12

The whole plane ride was nearly impossible. Kongpob was literally fidgeting on the seat. One, because it was his first plane ride in a long time. Two, it hadnt been long but he's already homesick and missed all of his friends and his boyfriend.

Kongpob took out his phone as he plugged the headphones in pressing the music play. The love song that he used to always sent to Arthit before they were in a relationship.

🎼 (i just made just made up this song lol)
From afar, I stretch my gaze upon your radiant face
The closer the got, the more beautiful you get
Oh, baby, how can i convey this heavy emotions to you
I cant describe it but i'm so in love with you
With your smiles, your touches, your laughters,
Those images stuck in my head.

We embraced but I still miss the sensation of your skin
Our lips touched but I still crave for it
Oh, baby, how can I convey this feelings to you
I cant describe it but i'm so,
It's really breathless but i'm so in love with you

The lyrics, of course, reminded him of his lover which made him 10times more depressed.

He turned to the window and took a picture of the crystal blue shy above the cloud, in the middle of a vast atmosphere. The realm just seemed to big for him alone. He sent his photos to Arthit. Still waiting for replies.

Back in Thailand, without Kongpob, Arthit acted like a lost soul. He just felt incomplete even though they had been apart a few days before esp during Semester's exams where students got busy but the idea of Kongpob out of his reaches for one month always bothers him.

He was the one who encouraged Kongpob to persue Japan, right? Serve me right. Aww damn i'm so lonely Arthit laid flat on his bed as soon as he got home from the Airport.

He took out his phone and press the sleep button and he saw a loading LINE notification from Kongpob. He had never check a message this fast in his life. It was a pic above the pale and fluffy clouds that Kongpob sent to Arthit.

*LINE CHATROOM*
Arthit: Kongpob! How's the flight going so far
Kongpob: pretty okay, P'! I just wish the person next to me was you.
Arthit: dont be so stupid -3-
Kongpob: will we ever get a chance to travel abroad together? X'D
Arthit: well.. who knows （╹◡╹）
Kongpob: aww P'... at least gimme a hope.
Kongpob: Oh! What are you doing now P'.
Arthit: just laying in bed
Arthit: you?
Kongpob: ..... Missing you, i guess.
Arthit: you have to call me everyday NO EXCUSES or I'm going to kill you.
Kongpob: aww P' don't be so mean. I won't forget it.
Arthit: I don't know...to other people they might not understand how i feel but...it hasnt been a day but i already feel dead and empty...do i..love you that much? I didnt realize it until now...

Just this one sentence of Arthit brightened up Kongpob's mood. He read the text and grin really wide. It's like the whole atmosphere of the plane turned from being foggy and suffocating to just all Cool and bright that even sad and slow love songs turned out to be just as cheerful.

Kongpob: that's just how it is xD. I've successfully put you under my spell.
Arthit: DONT BE SO CONCEITED, KID. ==' i shouldnt have said that. GOD
Kongpob: well, you did and i cant wait to come back and throw you onto my bed and raid that body all night 😏😏 till you cant walk again.
Arthit: YOU-- I'm GONNA BLOCK THE SHIT OUT OF YOU 💢💢!
Kongpob: just kidding P'. Or was i?😏
Arthit: STOPPPP. 😒😤. Oh, btw, have you already seen sth in your backpack?
Kongpob: what thing? 😳