Mindless Behavior Preferences and Imagines

You Break My Heart Then Mend It Part 2

Well here's Part 2 to You Break My Heart Then Mend It... Enjoy

Recap

On the outside I shed a few tears but on the inside I was nothing but tears. I walk out to my car with Myles yelling something at me that I no longer care to hear. I drove as quick as I could to get home. That very first step I take into the house I let it all out, the tears, frustration, anger, and especially fear, I let it all out. What am I going to do? He broke my heart...

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My first rushed steps into the house. I immediately slam the door behind me and slide down it. The tears impeding on my sight making it so that I can no longer see what was once my bright world. I let it all out in my tears.

Through my tears I let out my frustration. Frustration from the questions that stampede my mind like a pack of wild boars. Why would he do this to me? Why would she do this to me? Wasn't I good enough? These questions continue to gnaw at the back of mind like termites gnawing at wood. They began to consume me.

Through my tears I let out my anger. Anger that I have towards him. Anger that built up from the questions gnawing at me. 

But most of all, through the tears I let out my fear. Fear that I would forever be alone. Fear that the love of my life will never get to be with me. Fear that I had to raise a child on my own. Fear that no one ever has or ever will love and care for me.

I gather myself onto my feet and march to my room shutting the door behind me and going to lay down. As of now I needed to escape from the world and get away, but I'm not stupid. The only way to get away as a pregnant lady is sleep, so that is exactly what I did.

As I dozed off I began to feel more at peace. The day took a lot out of me, I could tell that I was do for a heavy sleepy right about now. I began drifting off onto my place of serenity as nothing but my light sniffles and chest heaving fill the room. And just like that, I was out.

Myles P.O.V.

What the hell did I just do? I'm so stupid. How could I pull some crap like this, and the worst part? I don't think that I could fix this. I need her forgiveness if anything. 

I hop off of Y/n's best friend throwing on the clothing that I removed. "Where are you going?" She asks. I look at her in disgust until I remember what I just did to Y/n. "I'm going to try and fix my relationship", I say in a rush as I begin to walk out her bedroom.

"So we aren't going to finish what  we started?" She asks. I turn around now furious, I mean I know I took part in this all but at least I realize when I'm wrong and when I've hurt someone that I care about. "You know what you're a horrible person", I say with disgust in my tone.

"You're just as horrible as I", she says with a smirk thinking she achieved something. "No because I can do a bad deed a feel remorse, but you on the other hand, you're heartless. Now I see why no one really messed with you. Whatever we had is over even if Y/n never forgives me and we stay separate forever, believe that."

She stood there in silence with a dumbfounded face as I walked out the door and her life forever. I went around the corner to my car and got in as quickly as I could. I have to see what's wrong with her especially after I seen her throw up but first I needed to make a stop.

I drive for a while out to the studio. Once I get there I go to the safe where I've been hiding my surprise. I put in the combination 6 to left, 18 to the right, and 11 to the left. June 18,2011 the day that Y/n officially became mine. Now I've gone and messed it up, damn! 

After I got my gift for her out I placed it in my Louis Vuitton backpack. I sat at the switch boards and just contemplated what move I was going to make next. I started messing with some stuff and got a beat going. I deecided to head in the studio and just let it al out on the track, because I mean that's all I can do at this point.