Big Bad Alpha

chapter 2

this chapter is dedicated to my first comment.@aworldfullofwords

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i never got the answer to my question so i took that as a yes , and started to panic.  HOLY SHIT MY MATE WAS THE BIG BAD ALPHA.  take a deep breath Abbie i told my self as i started to hyperventilate words. kept going through my mind a million miles a minute which was not good i could feel the air seeping out of my lungs making them feel empty and dry.

"pull over the god damn car" i screamed and he reluctantly did so and as soon as he did i jump out of the car.

as i was standing my knees gave out and i co lapsed onto the ground. tears pricked into my eyes and as much as i tried to hold them in they still fell down my cheeks.

i suddenly felt a warm presence. sit next to my body, then arms wrapped around my body pulling me on to his lap. 

Will felt so warm while i felt so cold so i layed my head onto his chest and felt him pull me close.

"Abbie what's wrong" he said with a hint of sincerity

"it was just a panic attack" i say wrapping my arms around his waist and snuggle close to his chest , but he didnt pull away he let them moment last

"why" his words came out cold and hard as his chest tensed up.

"I dont know when im nervous i get them its now big deal though " i whisper.

"im your mate you shouldn't be nervous around me" he roared and that did not help my panic attack at all, was it really necessary for him to yell i mean come on im all ready freaked enough.

So i started to breath in and out heavily one again and then all the horrible  thoughts came back to me an zoomed around my head. it was all to fast to take in, i stated to see dark spots and then they took over all i could see was darkness.

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this chapter means alot to me i wrote it while thinking about some personal stuff going on right now. but i hope you like it

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