Big Bad Alpha

chapter 8

i woke up next to Will  snuggle up close can still chest and there was honestly no place i would rather be.

I turned so i was facing him i watched as he slept. i analyzed his features. Will and I never really started our relationship the right way but is there ever a right way.

his eye suddenly fluttered open with his green eyes gazing into mine . 

"hey " his voice was rough.

"hey " i said back my voice small and meek. then i was suddenly engulfed in his embrace with his strong sent so intoxicating i felt like drowning.

"Will"

"yea baby "

"this doesn't feel right " i see his eyes fill with anger.

"what do u mean Abbie " his voice is now calm and so slow that it scares me.

"i don't know its just I'm sleeping in your bed and living in you house it just doesn't feel right to me " i whisper but he herd me.

"first off this is our house now and over time we will get to know each other."

"whatever" i say exhausted, its to early for this shit with him so i get up and start to walk away when a massive growl stops my movements from going another step.

"Abbie " his voice was strong and cold as i was pushed up against the wall. his eyes were about the color of coal . i only dared to look into them for a small moment. until i felt pain ake

through my body his hands pinned me about 2 inches off the ground.

"will your hurting me " i say as tears dripped down my face feeling like acid . His eyes remained dark without emotion. 

"Please Will you need to put me down your hurting me " i say daring myself to look into his eyes.

he loosened his grip slightly giving me the opportunity to brake free. and before i knew it my feet took me to the bathroom. 

before i shut the door i could see his face red with anger while his eyes said im sorry. it was obvious him and his wolf were fighting for control.

When i locked the door i finally collapsed tears pouring down my face. As much as i wanted this to work with will i need to put my self first and i can't let myself get hurt.

the suddenly i hear a knock on the door.

"Abbie please you've been in there over an hour please come out , promise i won't hurt you"

"really you keep saying that but i some how keep getting hurt " i say but i haven't realized I've been in hear over an hour.

"Abbie I'm sorry i lost control "

"that's funny how you keep losing control while i keep getting hurt"

"abbie you act like i keep hurting you on purpose when I'm not all i want is for us to be together " when he said that i opened the door. "you think i don't want this to work that i don't want us to be together that's is all my heart wants but my whole life i  have feared your pack and now i am suddenly the Luna. Will  you have to know i want this to work as much as i want to breathe but I'm scared" i told him finally letting him in letting my emotions show letting the tears roll down my face his eyes looked at me with sorrow and asking me for a way he could help because he didn't know what to do ant that was all i needed to see him trying. 

"Will"

"yea Abbie"

"now would be a really good time for a hug" i said with a smile which he returned with that same hug from before that left me breathless.