I'm not going to go into detail but I have written many things in journals and diaries that when I look back on it, I think something along the lines of:
"Why did I write this? I am stupid! NONONONONONONO! Why?"
Then it goes rriipppppp! (Sometimes).
I don't like ripping things out of my journals/diaries so there was this one thing I wrote (no, I am NOT telling you what it said, only one other person knows what it says) that makes me want to chuck the thing across the room and never look at it again. I did not do this. Yet.
Actually, there is a lot of things that I wrote when I was littler (I didn't know that was actually a word) that I feel this way about.
I even wrote a title of my kindergarten story. It was called:
Look Up Closely At the Sun
You're not supposed to do that.....right?
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