You Can't Handle Me ~NJR Fanfic (Completed)

Chapter 31

Cairo's POV

I can't believe I'm actually leaving and going into hiding. It's sucks that I have to leave Neymar but I have to do it. Right now the world is still going crazy about my story. And I'm not ready to face everyone yet. I need time to myself. I need to get myself back to how I was before everything happened.

I faked my death to show Levi,Ariana,and Micah what they're doing to me. They have no right to judge and punish me for what I did to Ryan. I lived the last four years of my life angry and depressed and I'm tired of it. And my plan worked now they regret everything and know what they done to me.

I do feel bad for the people that love me who think I'm dead such as Rhonda and Tracey. Even though I was so rude to them they've helped me when no one did. I do plan on telling them soon that I'm still alive but as of right now I don't need anyone bothering me and constantly asking me if I'm okay.

Then there's my parents who didn't even bother to call me at all when Levi and Ariana told the whole world my story. I'm not surprised at all that they haven't called. They don't care about me. They probably still look at me as a monster. But it's all good. I don't need my parents anymore. I worked my ass off to get where I am with my dance career without them.

My little sister and brother. Asher and Galilee. I don't know how they will take this but I understand they come from a good place. Galilee cares a lot about me and I love her for that, but she gets very frustrated with me when I don't give her the reaction she wants. I will miss those to very much, but I will see them again soon. But not now. Not even next month.

"What are you thinking about?" Neymar asked sitting down next to me on the couch

"Everything that happened these past months." I answered "So much has happened."

We sat in silence for a few minutes.

"Thank you Neymar for everything." I said

"You already told me this." He said

"Im a lot to handle. I can't even handle myself. I made a huge mistake four years ago. And you accepted me. You didn't judge me like my family did. You saw the real me when I didn't. You made me happy when I was still mean to you. And no one has done that for me." I said all in one breath

"I want you to know I did all those things because I love you. I want to see you get better and if that means we have to be separated then let it be." Neymar said "Cairo you are a strong woman and I'm proud of you and I want you to be proud of yourself."

"I'm trying to. That's why I need time for myself. I need to be alone." I said "And they are suspicious."

"Why?" Neymar asked

"Well I faked my death and they obviously realized my body isn't there. I'm hoping you're going to keep this a secret and not tell anyone I was here." I said with all seriousness

"And I will keep this promise." Neymar nodded

"Good and thank you." I smiled

"Enough with the thank you's." Neymar laughed

"I have to get going." I said standing up walking towards his front door

"And one more thing." I said turning around facing Neymar

"Don't wait on me." I told him "I want you to move on."

Neymar nodded.

"Bye." I said

"Tchau linda." Neymar smiled weakly

I got inside the taxi and told him to drive me to the airport. I figured out where I'm going to be staying. I decided to go back to Barbados for a while. I just plan on traveling the world with doing any work. I want to be treated like a normal person and forget about my fame.

I looked out the car window and still saw Neymar standing there. I feel awful for telling him to move on, but I don't want him to wait on me. This is going to take a long time. And I'm ready for it. There needs to be a change in my life and maybe the change is fame. I probably just need to let go of my fame.

I just hope everyone can forgot about me and move on with their lives. I've cause to many problems. I'm running away from my problems I'm trying to fix myself so I can fix my problems.

I do plan on telling the world my side of the story with Ryan. So people can know what I went through.

I arrived at the airport. I'm taking a flight. Not a private plane. I did disguise myself so no one recognizes me. I sat down waiting for my flight. In a few minutes my life is going to change and I'm scared and excited. Just a few months ago I was angry,bipolar and unstable. And now I'm actually going to change that.

Flight 102 to Barbados.

There's my flight. And here comes my new life.

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