Yes we have had 2 pregnancies resulting in one baby, who is almost 2 years old already. But so far we havent tried to have amy babies. So this time around i have decided that i want to plan for the next one.
It was been a long last few months, starting meds to help my have a regular menstruals. This month however was my first real period, and im optimistic that this will be the month. Or the next few months will be productive.
My husband also went to the dr to make sure he was doing his part, and sure enough he has super active, very purpose filled swimmer's. Very happy and disheartening for me to know its been all my falt alone that we havent managed to have another baby.
I also go an app on my phone to track my ovulation time, and when we should be doing our part...if u get my drift. In addition to the app i joined a group on facebook that is a group for women struggling with infertility and have suffered a miscarriage and a trying to conceive group. Reading others stories and struggles is helping.
This was the frist month in the last 5 that i actually got a positive ovulation test, and it helps that we got intimate earlier thst very day...well before i found out i was ovulating.
There is only a few more days till i get to test for HCG (positive pregnancy test)...i have gotten my hopes up every month when my period starts....this last one was bad too and only because i had some light spotting the day before. And i was thinking thst it was implantation spotting, which i have had with both of my pregnancies...either way..by the next morning i was in full on heavy period....and broken hearted because i was hopeful thst i was going to find out i was expecting...but nope.
However this month i have been very calm and confident...and this started very soon after i ended my period...it is either my hormones bening finally balanced, or that i know now that i am ovulating it will just be a matter of time and trying...either way i am excited to be trying for another baby.
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